when: Monday, 23 November, 1978, 5:00 pm
where: Gilbert’s mom’s bougee af house in France
who: Marlene McKinnon & @gilbert-selwyn
Whether or not Marlene was even welcome was a haphazard guess at best, but that hadn’t stopped her from showing up at the funeral. As she walked through the crowd, side stepping nameless guests, her heart fluttered nervously inside her rib cage. No one here was familiar, and no one seemed to share the same empathetic grief that she did. A woman was dead, a child left without his mother, and yet all Marlene heard was snippets about lost potential, wastes of talent—anything but a reflection of what those who loved the deceased most would be missing every day for the rest of their lives.
Something about the general phraseology that pecked at her ears irritated Marlene. She waded her way through the crowd, her expression noticeably more irritable with every step she took. And then she saw Gilbert---the only thing in this crowd that could soften her heart. Her eyes widened, laden with concern and compassion, as she approached him. What she wouldn’t give to touch him---to hold him, even if it just meant his hands. Anything to help alleviate the grief he must have been experiencing by any fraction imaginable.
Truthfully, she was just glad to see he was still standing.
“Hi,” Marlene said softly. She reached out, her fingers only grazing the tip of Gil’s elbow as she questioned, in her own way, whether it was alright to reach out to him now. “How are you feeling? That’s probably--- That’s a stupid question, isn’t it?” Marlene laughed nervously. She rested her gaze on Gilbert, imploring him for help. Her hands found his, squeezing gently as she asked with fervor--- “What can I do to help?”