Aug 11, 2025
Don't you hate/love when you read something that just captures and envelopes your entire soul and destroys it? I will never feel the same way again as when reading it and I just have to go back to real life? How does one deal with these emotions?
#personal#what the hell am I supposed to do now?#I read something so beautiful that I am changed#I will never in my existence know such love#I have never felt these feelings and never will again#I will never be the same#I don't understand the purpose of existing after this#I will never be that happy#I would give my life to feel this loved#fields of mistria#caldarus#fom Caldarus#a distant sort of light#dawnslight#i don't know when I'll be able to stop crying#or if I ever will
