#day 3.1

[tough-chick-in-distress]

The easy way: Day 3.1

- Having food cravings but at the same time not having it? Like "Man, I'd really like a Kit Kat. They are so good." "Yeah, in the other hand, all I really want is the sugar, here we have jello diet and it is so much easier and guiltyless" - I have the house all for myself. I could go to bed and wraps in blankets and nobody would say anything or being worry and I am like... Nah, I've done my hair, would be a shame if something would happen to it" - I could see whatever I want on tv... yeah, but you have your book right here, so...

[kellyruns]

Day 1 (or should I say 3.1 because this is my third attempt!). First attempt: Summer 2015. I noticed a random jump in weight/size. No reason for the extra pounds. It got to the point that I looked like I was carrying quadruplets. 217 at my highest recorded weight. Then I learned I was dying pretty much. Second attempt: January 2016. Finished recovering from a long list of surgeries. Got down to 206. Had a two or three week long journey streak. Then the semester started. Third attempt: March 7, 2016. Cutting out fast food and soda. Getting a Fitbit. Exercising everyday and starting back on the gnc vitapak I got in January. 215 (although I'm 99.9% sure I'm pms'ing, so that might not be accurate). According to the scale this morning, I'm more than I thought. My weight isn't even on my goal chart, which stretches from 213 to 129. Exactly 4 weeks until my 3-month neuro check up. Let's see how much I can lose!