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dazai
kinda funny seeing ppl have issues with akutagawa wearing his coat again, when i personally have issues with dazai threatening to punish him
smth about those who are too strong/powerful for their own good and could snap you like a wishbone on a malnourished turkey without breaking a sweat but treat you so sweetly/gently, like you’ll shatter if their hands press down on you even a bit harder, and you have to ASK them to be rougher. but, when you ask, it hardly takes much convincing for them to agree. as long as you’re sure, they’ll deliver. and they deliver well.
OR slightly to the left, where they’re sickly sweet about the way they treat you softly because they’re certain you can’t handle it if they decided to go all out. sickly sweet, but so sweet there’s a tinge of sour beneath, just a hint of patronization. they tease you, even if you don’t quite catch their words or their hidden meaning. intent on reducing you to a shivering, overstimulated puddle on their strap or cock that doesn’t have to think and should just let them handle everything.
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A crush
Osamu dazai :
Let's start with how he fell in love with you .
We all know how dazai is flirty little shit .
This dude has no shame .
He will flirt with anything that moves .
At first he liked your irritated face whenever he throws his suicidal thoughts on you or his poor pick up lines .
He started to enjoy your suffering from his constant jokes and his flirty nature .
You kinda liked his annoying ass . But never said it to his face .
And somehow you cought feelings for this bandages machine .
One time he saw you blushing when he hugged you from behind ( something he usually do to annoy you ) instead of pushing and kicking his ass you stuttered trying to yell at him .
He somehow enjoyed it .
Spend the entire night thinking about it .
now he is the one that blushes Everytime he looks at you .
Dazai is very aware of his thoughts , he knew when he cought feelings for you .
He knew you have little bit of a crush on him too .
But he doesn't know that you would trust him enough to actually date him .
Dazai is a big manipulator , everyone knows that , and because of that he was afraid you won't trust him and think he just manipulated you into liking him .
And regardless of his feelings for you he is afraid that you won't accept him and his past .
This caused him to be distant from you for a while .
Even though his mind is full of these thoughts he couldn't just ignore you whenever you talk to him .
Everyone knew something is going on with dazai .
He was zooning out way too much .
Became serious too .
Now dazai is the type to keep his character regardless of what happening .
So it was weird to see the man zooning out and being less annoying .
However once he realized everyone started to notice his strange act he went back to being annoying .
But more caring towards you .
Asking if you had lunch and asking you to go eat .
Never let you go to a mission without him being there ( low-key want to impress you with his big brain energy and his anti-ability power ) .
Will be very mad if you got hurt .
Still teases you saying you looked funny while lying on the ground unconscious .
But he doesn't mean it , he actually was very worried .
You noticed the way his laughter died right after you said you thought you were dead ( as a joke ) .
He said " i can't let you die " and " if you die then I will too " .
He looked so serious it almost intimidated you .
Now into the part were he starts isolating you from the others .
Let's just say you are standing with ranpo talking about his habit of throwing the snacks bags around the office .
And suddenly there is a dazai on your left hand whining about how you are " talking too much and he wants to nap " .
He means " you are talking too much come cuddle me " .
Yes you two cuddle .
How did he confess ?
He didn't .
Not intentionally .
because although he was getting closer to you , more caring , little bit open . He was still afraid you won't accept him and you will think he's joking or just manipulating you .
He confessed when you said you were going on a date .
The man felt his heart broke .
He tried to get it fixed by drinking .
Only to find him totally wasted Infront of your door .
He poors his heart to you .
All of his feelings .
Then pass out .
Next morning he wakes up in a bed ( not his ) and a strong headache .
You told him about yesterday and is what he said was true .
His cheeks had faint pink shade and his face got a sly smile .
" yeah ... I do love you , very much in fact " .
ok but hear me out …
dazai
my sweetheart
“Hi I’m Dazai and this is jackass” He’s got a pair of scissors in one hand and a razor in the other- horrible haircuts beware.