Guilt is a weird feeling
Guilt is such a weird feeling to have. Sometimes guilt can be felt for no reason at all. People can inflict guilt on you to have you act a certain way or achieve a certain outcome. As I transition from Christianity to Wicca I feel a sense of guilt. I feel that I didn’t give it a chance. Yet I know I tried being Christian several times. It just doesn’t seem to stick. It always fizzles away and I keep coming back to Wicca. When I tried Christianity it was based out of fear. Fear of death and guilt. A fear that I could be wrong. I’m trying to do things that make me happy and not worry about feelings of guilt and fear.
It may take some time for fear and guilt not to creep it’s way into my mind but it will happen. I will keep working on improving myself. Working on my goals and working in my DBT workbook.
I will also try not to feel guilty for being a housewife. My life is my own and as long as I’m happy and not harming myself or others it shouldn’t matter to anyone. Yet people will will judge anyway and attempt to make you feel guilty for your choices. I also refuse to feel guilty for being bisexual and supporting pro-choice.
I’m still excited to start this Wiccan journey.I’m excited to start this journey of self love and self improvement. :)
