Save me from self-destruction!
DeanCas Bang (Taylor's Version) 2023 | @dcbtv
Written by @permaperplexit | Illustrated by @wigglebox
Rated: E | Words: 9,326 | Tags: Based on a Taylor Swift Song, Anal Sex, Angst with a Happy Ending, Castiel and Dean Winchester Being Idiots, Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words, Second Chances, Anal Fingering, Mutual Pining, Song: I Wish You Would (Taylor Swift), Castiel has a panic attack, DCBTV2023
Summary:
Dean Winchester has problem. He knows he should be moving on from Castiel but he isn't. Dean can't. Not even when he accepts that the break-up has taken it's toll on him. Dean is still in love with Cas. Nobody else is ever going to make Dean feel the same way that anally retentive control freak did. Castiel Novak is developing a worryingly stalker-like habit. He only wants to know that Dean's okay and getting on with his life. At least, that's what he's convinced himself the nightly detours past Dean's apartment are about. It's a pity Castiel can't get past the end of their relationship, but he knows Dean was it for him until Castiel blew their relationship up over nothing.
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Artist note:
I loved this story from the get go, even in its roughest draft. Based on one of my absolute favorite Taylor Swift songs, it was a treat to be able to illustrate for this fic! The only way to get me to truly love some angst is with a happy ending, and I'm always a sucker for these two being idiots! I hope you enjoy this story as much as I did!










