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I HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST TIME EVER MY DARLING !!!!! PLASE TELL US (and me in private please hehe) HOW IT WENT 🥰♥️😘!!

DEER!!! MY LOVE!!!!!! I ALREADY UPDATED YOU KINDA???? But omg. Let me give you a full run down. Buckle up because this is gonna be LONG, probably.

First of all, the rainbow project. Seriously. Thank the heavens and gods for all the lovely people who helped me with that. @loubluestuff, @justiceforfineline, @nothingbutsunflowers and Shlo, @ballerina-harrystyles, @almightyprincess and Madeleine! You guys were incredible!!!!!!!!!!!

Generally, 99% of the people were just fantastic! So kind, so enthusiastic, so happy to help. I'm blown away. We ran out of flags by 4pm. We brought 900 flags and there were many people who had brought their own as well. During the show it was practically impossible to take a single picture without a flag in the frame. People held them up for every. single. song. I noticed it especially with Habit, and of course the main one: Only the Brave. But I'm getting ahead of myself.

I went in with a couple friends who arrived late so I didn't use my number, even though I had one (844). We ended up quite far in the back, but from the people I know who were up front, they said it was very intense. There were apparently people who were very pushy and unkind. In the back, I didn't notice any of that. Everyone around us was wonderful and kind.

Only the Poets was amazing! They filmed another part of their music video and they announced that since their show in Vienna in November had already sold out, they're switching to a bigger venue!

I found it incredibly amusing that before they came on people were chanting "OTP" because when we were handing out the papers for the lights downstairs the first two colours that we used up were blue and green and there were just. A lot of larries. Chanting "OTP."

They gave out water before the show. When a girl fainted during Beautiful War, they stopped the show after the song and started giving out water again while Louis and the band left. It seemed that they somehow weren't prepared for this from the venue's side because they ran out of water and cups?? At least that's what I heard. This practice in general is very unusual (as my friend @gaming-fish pointed out), just as the fact that they played a track multiple times that told people to take a step back, not to throw things, and that security had water. It worked out okay and it seemed the people around the girl who fainted helped her as best as they could. I also saw multiple people who were responsible and went to the back during the show when they didn't feel well.

Louis. Fucking Louis. He was radiant even from the very back. The crowd was LOUD and he loved it. There was a moment, I don't remember exactly which song, when he literally skipped from one side of the stage to the other and it was ADORABLE.

The note change in 7 was incredible. Getting to scream PRINCESS PARK at him with all my might was unreal. During Two of Us I almost found it hard to connect to him because the crowd had so much energy, but when I managed to find his voice and focus on it... It was so good. At the very end his voice broke away slightly and my heart shattered. It was beautiful. The other fan project during Walls worked great as well. Screaming "you were my because" with all his encouragement was... yeah. It felt real.

Now the rainbows. The RAINBOWS. ONLY THE BRAVE. FUCK IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL. WE WORKED SO HARD FOR A MONTH AND WE DID OUR VERY BEST TO MAKE IT HAPPEN AND THEN IT DID AND JESUS CHRIST ON A BICYCLE I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN.

I was a little bit too far back to see the gallery lights fully, but I'm sure someone will have a better picture or video. Here's my pictures and my video. At the end of the video he sings a note so beautiful that when I listened back to it, I cried. It felt so absolutely unreal to see that same sea of pride flags, now all raised high, and to see all those colourful lights upstairs and pointed at him and... and to know that all of these people were kind and supportive, creating a safe space for him and for us. And the most unbelievable part for me is that.. we did that. I did that. I don't think I will ever get over that.

I think that's it for now. I have a couple more asks <3

Edit: I totally forgot!! Isaac wasn't there????? I kept looking for him but he was replaced by a guy named Scott (??) and we sang happy birthday for him.

Also one of the guys from OTP was wearing their own merch because he lost a game of odds with Louis!

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1, 19 and 20 🫶 happy new year my love 🫂

1. share your favorite memory of this year:

i have two in mind so i must cheat!

-the day i finally recovered from covid and could feel my throat again and didn’t get cold shivers anymore…. i remember finally stepping out of the apartment i rented in paris (…for fun but ended up quarantining for half the time) and feeling that 30 degree heat and seeing my friends and drinking in a park❤️ made me appreciate my health and life in general so much more.

-all my ltwt shows❤️ life-changing experiences without exaggeration. i got to meet so many amazing people thanks to Louis and the fact that i still get to see them and can call them my friends is something i’ll be grateful forever! (wink wink @evilovesyou @2weeksrule @nauticallyrics @ballerina-harrystyles @nothingbutsunflowers @sunflower-mp3 and S and V!) PLUS he stared into my soul at one point with that silly googly eye expression, i’ll never get over it)

19. which month was the most fun this year?

JULY! seeing harry live TWICE on the same week, then hopping on a plane to france to visit my friend for a month and binge on macarons and cheap wine❤️ july me had it all.

20. If you could tell yourself something at the beginning of this year based on what you know right now, what would it be?

pffff. id give her the longest and tightest hug bc there’s so many losses she needs to face after summer. but i’d remind her we are strong and full of love and there’s so much joy waiting ahead of us between those shitty moments!

THANK YOU DEER, HAVE A LOVELY NEW YEAR, HUGS AND KISSES GOING YOUR WAY❤️

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another batch of screencaps so i don’t annoy my dash too much lol! love you guys so much 🥺🥺🥺

@farawaytattoo kristin!! you are such a joy! thank you so much lovely 💕💕💕

@randomlylurking ireneeee i love you!! thank you, this is so so sweet 🥺💖💖💖

@ddeerr ahhh deer, you don’t understand how happy it makes you when i see you pop up!! ily so much right back 🤍🤍🤍 thank you for being so wonderful!

@madmaxrrie thank you so much, you’re so great!! 🥰🥰🥰

@justalarryblog becaaaa i feel like i need to come up with a nickname for you because your kay-kay nickname always makes me giggle 🤭 ily!!! thank you so SO much ❣❣❣

@kiwikiwiandkiwi omg that’s exactly how i feel about you <33 so happy to have you in my little fandom world, flávia ❤❤❤ thank you so much!

@the two anons: thank you guys 🥺🥺 anytime i get an anon it makes me so happy to see that people want to talk to me in any small way, and i appreciate you immensely!!

@whatevertearsyou ahhh thank you so much stephanie 💗💗💗! i always love seeing you on here!

@tpwkforhl dolyyy thank you so much 🥺💕🥺 it’s definitely been amazing so far!!

@stylesthebrave CAITTT you’re so sweet, thank you so so much 💗💗💗💗💗 ily today and everyday right back <3333

@bolitodequeso mariel 💜💜💜💜 thank you so much, it’s been so great 🥺

@califoria thank you so much otis 💗🌻✨!!!

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i agree, it was difficult to choose one! and what about harry? what is your favourite memories related to harry ? :)

when he used to post random b&w instagram pics and us trying to figure out what they meant

that shady ass tweet he posted when frodo was born, the man did not give a single fuck lol 

the first time he picked up a rainbow flag 

when he used to wild during no control performances 

when he was waving around a flag without realising it had the aimh tweet on the back of it 

 fan interaction at live concerts 😔

the girl crush cover (bonus points for leaving hets confused af)

when he performed still the one 

How he was so nervous during his first couple of live solo performances 🥺🥺🥺

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hi bee ✨ 11 for the game pls ✨

11. describe the memory of the last time you felt true happiness.

in august when my best friend and i were at my cabin, lying on the swim deck of the boat, just talking and laughing our asses off and looking at the stars until like 2am

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@farawaytatmybeloved ♥️ cause she is the cutest and the kindest ever 💌

So sweet 🥰 @farawaytatmybeloved you're very loved!!!

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i wanted to support you about your exam too! im also studying for an exam and it's like 2 years that i'm failing it! but i learnt that the more i try the more i know the questions and what the professor wants from me! you will pass it, for sure! just give yourself time to learn this difficult things :) i wish you all the best ♥️✨ (also a reminder for me and for you: your uni situation doesn't identify you! you are who you are and if you will need more time to pass this exam, fuck it! that's okay! we are different! you are not less or anything like that! it's just an exam!) good luck and *little kiss on your forehead* 🥰💌

Oh ok so we're playing the will my mutuals make me cry first or will physics do it game? Bc I think I have an idea of who's going to win here.

You're totally right, at the end of the story uni is just this small thing we're going true that seems a huge part of us but is really not. And it doesn't matter if you need more or less time to go through it bc all of us learn in different ways!!

I hope this time will be a good one for your exam so that you can be done with it. When you try to pass it more than once you start to get into your professor mindset somehow sldjdjd but at the same time (at least for me) it gets strange to keep studying it??? Idk how to explain it sldjdjd I wish you a lot of good luck!! And thank you so much ❤️