#ddestinyisms

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ddestinyisms replied to your post:i hate how much i care about what others think of...

don’t, you’re great. <3

this is really sweet thank you!! you're even better!!

[theirbattles]

ddestinyisms replied to your post: oh hey there i’m back ~~ i’m going to ...

im having a heartattack brb

omG hi i miss you, i'm gonna msg you bc yes

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"Where-- Oh my god, where are your pants? Why aren't you wearing any pants?" It took everything in Ava to keep her eyes away from his underwear. She invited him over for dinner and this is what she got in return. A pantless man in her living room.

[planetcecil]

Troublesome. ll Ashley x Tristan

She was scared, confused.. she didn't know what to do. Her mind was a mess and the only thing she could think of was how she could escape this place, but even if she knew - she couldn't, not because she didn't want to, because honestly, she loves to go to parties,  but because she needed the money - so much that she let everyone do whatever they wanted with her. ''Just smoke the joint.. I promise you won't regret it.'' A tall guy said, probably much older than her, waking her up from her endless thoughts. She then realized that a group surrounded her, and her leaning against the bar, being the centre of attention. ''I.. I don't know.'' She whispered, and she knew pretty well that no one heard her because of the loud music. The guy knew she was hesitating, so he repeated himself -- but this time a little more aggresive. He grabbed her arm and pressed the joint against her red lips. ''Just once..'' Her green eyes were filled with hatred and anxiety, but parted her lips anyway to place the joint between her lips. She inhaled deeply untill' it felt so uncomfortable that she started to cough the smoke out of her lungs, the guys were cheering for her and gave her the money she needed. She was obeying them -- but she needed more.

After a few seconds, she felt the drug kick in. ''What did you give me?'' She said -- a bit scared, but she pretended like she was fine. ''Cannabis.'' He smirked, and looked over his shoulder to his friends. She raised her eyebrow in confusion, and tried to take a step back but she hit the chest of another guy. She did feel happy, and relaxed. Oh, how good it made her feel -- she didn't had to worry about anything at all -- her mind was empty.

A soft smile curled upon her lips when the tall guy walked towards her and grabbed her by her waist, she was standing in between the two guys and it was totally okay with her -- and she didn't even smoke the whole joint, she wondered what would happen if she did. ''I told you it was good.'' He whispered in her ear.

A soft giggle escaped her lips and she closed her eyes for a moment, but then suddenly -- she felt anxious, and paranoid. She opened her eyes and placed both of her hands on his chest, pushing him away a little. ''Wait-'' But he didn't back away, instead he came closer. ''Don't be like this baby girl.'' He smirked, but she didn't listen. The other guy who was behind her, wrapped his arms around her so she couldn't go anywhere. ''N..No!'' She screamed, and this time, they did hear her. The bodyguards who were at the entrance turned around and saw us, but they didn't move since they were busy with people coming in and out.

She felt her heartbeat going faster, she didn't know what to do, and it became worse by the minute. ''Please.. just.. one minute...'' She breathed out. She needed a break, to catch a breath, to clear her mind -- and even when she was like this, she couldn't go. She needed this, otherwise she had no money to pay the bills. Everything was so much more intense, the colours.. the music, although, she didn't even hear the loud music anymore, only her breathing. Her vision became blurry and she felt dizzy for a moment, making her collapse onto the chest of the other guy who seemed happy about that. ''Let's take her with us.''

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ddestinyisms

‘’Look, I know you hate me —— but right now, you’re being a pain in the ass.’’ Cameron stated, his hazel brown eyes locked with the female as he gulped from his drink. With each word that she said out loud, annoyed – no, frustrated him incredibly much. He’d always loved the whole ‘I hate you thing’ with her, but right now, it just wasn’t so funny. Maybe it was because he was drunk as a skunk, most of the time he always fired back —- but right now he couldn’t think clearly, which meant he couldn’t give her a good come back with a sentence. His eyes shifted to hers, narrowing his eyes. ‘’You’re really hot, did you know that?’’ Cameron said, licking his lips. There hadn’t been plenty of times he actually complicated a girl —-let alone her. But it amused him, especially if it annoyed her. ‘’Guess you didn’t.’’ He added with a shrug, a foolish smile planted on his lips as he took a few steps closer. He’d expected her to hit him anytime soon – but he didn’t care, he didn’t give two shits about her. He leaned in, his eyes observing her lips for just a few seconds before he crashed his lips against hers.

Jamie cocked an eyebrow, before folding her arms on her chest. She wasn't easy to piss off, but for him-- it seemed like it was just a little game. "Oh, yeah? Well, ex-fucking-cuse me for calling you out on your shit."The brunette scoffed, shaking her head lightly. She was ready to turn around and walk away when hearing his next sentence. It surprised her enough not to be able to even hide it. Her lips parted a little as she stared back at Cameron, wondering if he lost his mind completely. For a second, she thought that he was messing with her, until he started walking towards her. Jamie's eyes widened, as she took a few steps back until her back hit the rough bole. Her deep brown eyes flickered at the crowd dancing around the bonfire, only a few meters from them, wondering if they could see them in the shadows. "What the hell are you--"Jamie hissed until his lips interrupted her sentence. She felt like a smaller levin ran through her body, just standing there, letting him kiss her. When she came to her senses, Jamie pushed him away, hard, running her fingers through her long hair. "What the actual fuck, Cameron?"Jamie whisper-yelled, hitting her chest with her tiny fist with every word, until she lost her balance, literally falling back into his arms. She blinked up at him, only inches away from his face and Jamie had absolutely no idea if it was the alcohol she drank before or something else, but she leaned closer to him, pressing her lips back at his.

[theirbattles]

          "I hate you."                      His eyes were almost emotionless. He felt her small fists pounding against his chest and the words that were leaving her mouth were devastating. He didn't move -- he didn't say anything. Matt just stood there, staring off into distance, letting her speak her emotions; her anger for him at that moment, everything -- he just took it. He couldn't bring himself to say anything, even as she walked away from him and his heart broke inside his chest, Matt just let her go. No matter how much it killed him, at that moment he felt like it was the right thing to do ------- It had been two weeks since the last time he spoke to Liv. He didn't think it was possible for him to go a single day without talking to her, let alone two weeks. Matt was lying on the floor of his apartment, staring up at the ceiling. A lit cigarette was resting between his lips as he blew smoke rings into the air. He wasn't that bad at first -- the first couple of days were difficult but he had no idea it would only get worse. Small thoughts of Liv kept sneaking in; everything in his fucking apartment reminded him of her. After the first week, Matt called the bar and told them he was sick. Since he was one of the best bartenders they just let him skip work for a while, so now here he was. He didn't need Liv... He was better off alone. ‘’I was so sure of the fact no one could be that cruel like he is. But I was wrong. You are." Maybe she was right. And it would have been even worse if they actually went through with running away and she fell harder for him, only to have him break her heart. They would never work, he wasn't good at this... Yesterday, though, was the day in which the weight appeared on his chest. He wasn't just hurt now -- he was feeling a pang of regret, guilty. The weight reminded him of what he had lost two weeks ago. He constantly thought about what Liv was up to -- was she okay? Who was she with? Did she go back to Elliot? Was he making her cry? How hurt was she? This pain in his chest... it wasn't just his heart; his whole body hurt. He felt exhausted. Was this how Liv felt the night he let her go? That fragile body, withholding all this pain... how did she cope with it? Maybe Matt was too weak because this pain was too much for him to handle. Today, he didn't even have the energy to stand up. His eyes were glued to the ceiling while he smoked on the floor, just thinking about Liv. Who was going to take care of her now...? It was past 5pm when Matt finally stood up; he had smoked a whole pack of cigarettes and now he needed to buy more.. --- The rain had come quickly. Dark, water-laden clouds had covered the sky within minutes and dropped their payload upon the earth. Matt didn't mind the rain as he walked to the store. It was cold, wet, and noisy, but he didn't care. Its cold numbed his heart and its constant downpour dampened even his own thoughts. He welcomed its chilly embrace. The store he went to was closed for some reason but he didn't mind having to find another one. He just kept walking under the falling rain, numb to his surroundings --- until he saw her. It couldn't be... now of all times? She was leaving a building; he couldn't tell whether it was a small apartment building or a motel because the rain was blurring any signs, but he could see her perfectly. It was funny how she always stood out to him. He began walking closer to the brunette; the street was pretty much empty besides the two of them. This wasn't a crowded part of the town and the rain probably had something to do with that situation, too, "--- Liv?" He called out to her, making sure his voice was louder than the rain. Her back was facing him but he was positive it was her. 

[airesmars]

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oh my god I know right!!! i enjoy watching his scenes SO MUCH. He is hilarioussss.

ugh yes. i always have a thing for wicked characters but seriously, he tops everyone else. also here

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he is perfection. do you watch tvd?

yeees and honestly, he is the highlight of that show rn. im so heart eyes about him