#ddprsnl

[wishingforsixfeetunder]

Tinatamad ako maglaba kaya magpapalda ako bukas at walang makakapigil sakin HAHAHAHAHA bahala na kay Kuya guard bukas.

[phabulet]

I'm pretty happy that I'm not clambering into random clubs like other people in my class just to fill up my extracurriculars for college apps. I've had and stuck to certain commitments since freshman/sophomore year, and I couldn't be more thankful. Although you do lose some and you win some...

[phabulet]

The last time I had my face as my icon on here was like a little less than 2 years ago, so I'm changing that tonight.

[phabulet]

i actually expect rin and rei to kiss in the series now because of the whole kisumi thing. like i legitimately heard and felt the sexual tension when they said kiss me back and forth.

[phabulet]

To be honest, there's no point in being scared any longer. I've already been through so much stuff minor and extreme alike that there's no reason to hold back. From little heart drops to near-death experiences, it's a part of life. Why be scared? It's time I be more assertive. When I was not assertive, I got the worst outcome I could have possibly got: regret. So why? There's no need. There's just no need. I've found and I've lost, but the things I've found have brought me up so much. Yes, I wish I found these things out sooner, but only time can heal these kinds of inflictions.

[phabulet]

What's the point of aiming high when you've already descended so low?

[phabulet]

that's pretty sad. that's not how you're supposed to roll.

[phabulet]

Summer Homework

Senior Portraits

College Apps

Permit Test

Freshman Orientation

Senior Sunrise

Zero Period (ewww)

Self-studying

Football Games

Deciding on an undergraduate major

Deciding on an occupation

Volunteering (???)

College entrance exams

Leading clubs

Fall Rally South 2014

Doing tennis

Doing choir

Having social commitments

AP Classes

License Test

MESA Day (lord3)

Socialization

School Rallies

Struggling

Deciding on which college to attend

DCON (hopefully)

Relaxing

Prom 2015

Crying

College registration

College visit

AP Studying

AP Tests

Tennis Banquet

Cherishing

Senior Sunset

Senior Night

Club Banquets

Yearbooks

Senior Awards Night

Grad Nite

Graduation

The Feels

Ewww reality (i.e. college)

I mean this is like the biggest to-do list I've ever had the honor of encountering but to deal with it all over the course of one year is a challenge I am willing to accept.