May 20, 2025
Its always the week before my birthday that everything goes to shit. And I've noticed this pattern for YEARS now and I just don't understand lol. From car accidents, to life threats, to big fights everything happens the week before my birthday. The saddest part is, I was so excited to turn 21 and now 2 of the people I love most in the world are fighting and one is saying such hurtful things to the other and i just wanna go back to the mind numbing place that college was for me because I just wanted us to go and be happy on vacation and have a memorable birthday, but yeah guess I'm gonna be stuck with spite and snarky comments instead