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i feel sick you asked what about all of this is real dean we are was improvised theyre going to HELL

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dean: so wheres jack

cas: oh hes in his room

dean: oh? you mean we're finally alone? 😏

cas: yea i gotta go sacrifice myself bye 😗✌️

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cas when he rescued dean from hell

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"you wear the same jewels, that i gave you as you bury me"

he kissed the ring. he kissed the ring because it reminded him of them. he kissed the ring because it reminded him of their shared time together. he kissed the ring because it reminded him of how happy cas was when he got him that ring.

it was just another shitty town, another shitty job, another shitty motel. they knew the end was coming soon, but they hadnt talked about it, not really. so when he woke up in that shitty motel to find his angel not beside himself, he didnt worry all that much.

he went out to get breakfast. sam was there. sam asked where castiel was, he replied that he didnt know. they had breakfast in silence.

they solved the case. it was an easy vamp job. one vampire lose. quick beheading took care of that. cas still wasnt there.

they went back to the shitty motel, ate dinner. he started to worry. right before he went to bed, castiel appeared. where were you all day, he asked, masking his worry in anger.

cas grinned. it wasnt a look he had seen on their face a lot, but one which made their face glow from within. cas sat down on one knee.

'dean winchester, would you do me the honor of marrying me?' he said with a lopsided grin and the ring in his hand.

he cried then, though those were happy tears, as he donned the ring, calling his fiance a dork. he cried now, as he kissed the ring one last time.

dean buried the ring alongwith castiel that day.

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charlie: i dare you–

cas: dean is not allowed to accept dares anymore

charlie: what? why?

dean: i have no regard for my own or others personal safety, as some would say

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something so incredibly fucked in the way that dean asked whether cas liked where he spread his ashes , my mans worried that the location he handpicked in his moments of utter agony after losing his best friend to spread his ashes in, to give justice to who cas stood for, would not be what cas had wanted and yea. i would like to hug dean rn is all

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castiel: dean is quite possibly the most insufferable person i have ever met

castiel: that being said i want to spend the rest of my life with him

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six months since jack lost his father.

six months since sam lost his best friend.

six months since sam lost his brother.

six months since sam lost the love of his life.

six months since the angel confessed.

six months since dean sat alone for hours.

six months since three cosmic entities merged into one.

six months since the righteous man who thought he was unlovable was proved wrong.

six months since his first real happiness.

six months since his last real goodbye.