Man sometimes I realize that I must seem like such a cold person sometimes to the people in my life. I always just sort of shrug my shoulders at romance and joke about how I'm gonna be a spinster and if love/relationships come up I focus on trying to talk about how I don't need one because there's no guarantee that I'll actually find someone to spend my life with? and I probably come off as such an icy person. But like. I'm so soft. I love love. Like for real. Humanity spins on an axis of love and my heart is made of feathers. And I sort of hate that I've unintentionally adopted this uninterested attitude towards love around people even though love (in any form but especially romantic) is honestly my favourite thing ever? I don't know what this post is actually rambling about but like. Talking to people about love always felt weirdly uncool because I dunno. I've always been surrounded by people who don't emotion well I guess. And it's just so sad because love is such a beautiful thing and it shouldn't be something that feels awkward to talk about.
