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@deanspillowprincess :: oh FULL agree, she is the queen of getting us both right on a level that should maybe be alarming but it's not because we're constantly distracted by how attractive she is despite not fully existing and also she holds all the braincells

my thoughts, when i was tagging that post, were more like a hon hon hon baguette situation but british courtesy of dean. like if they'd been in london with us during 'werewolves'

fuck it @penguinsandpanthers

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@deanspillowprincess :: i have been thinking about this reply nonstop ever since i got it. it honestly helped with the “fuck this is a lot” feeling, at least for the time being (it helped with everything as a whole ngl) but it also made my heart do a Thing bc i never thought about that?? like idk i guess maybe it should’ve been an obvious line of thinking but i was, and still kind of am, stuck on ‘okay but i’m not doing anything to warrant.. any of this’. being the first of anything anywhere is, i think, and anxiety inducing but important role and i dont know how to handle the fact that that’s apparently me in this case. yeah existing as i do isnt easy, but i just dont know what to do with *gestures at everything* like... ME me?? m e?? it feels insane. i don’t do important things

my brain and feels are doing a lot with the situation still, and with this reply, and it’s complicated and w o w am i still pretty anxious about it but.. i feel a lot better than i did when i made that vent post. and btw i havent stopped giggling screaming kicking my feet bc my bfflt is proud of me. that means the world and every universe to me

i love you, bitch. and this may or may not be going up next to my desk just btw not to be sappy and gay but-

#what would i do without rachel?? i don't know and i never want to know thanks #my platonic soulmate #replies #deanspillowprincess