#dear blayne

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♦ open when you've had a bad day. 

your soul and mind is dark and i like it. it’s hurtful i know. by dark i don't mean you were born dark and its just the way you are. i mean now you are in a dark place which is i believe caused by the people you're surrounded with. meaning me, yes, but let's not go there right now. don't feel like you're wrong because you're not. you feel a lot of emotions and empty at the same time, but its not gonna be like that forever.that is the only way i keep myself ‘sane’. hold onto whatever hope you have, but don't make a person your hope, don't make me your hope. i love you

☻ open when you're lonely

i don't know where you are or what you're doing, but whatever it is, stop. i want you to stop and breathe. take a deep breath and know that i'm not gone forever. know that we have a family and know that there's nothing you can do to speed up the process. you can either sit there and wallow in your own sadness or get up and do something. don't sit there and cry about how much you miss your dickhead of a boyfriend because this isn't forever. i'll be back soon. 

✈ open when you need a laugh

opening this was pointless because i'm not funny. the only thing i can do is tell you turn on comedy central and watch some stand up comedian talk about the shitty economy or stupid stories about their stupid life. which also reminds me of our stupid life. about that time tried making breakfast and nearly burnt the house down or when i was playing hide and seek with bailey and ran into the edge of the closet door and had this ugly fucking bruise on my forehead. i can really think of anything else, but if you need something else just call me. my voicemail greeting is pretty fucking hilarious, 

★ open when we'r fighting and it's blayne's fault. 

i know that you probably feel like complete shit right now and i'm not going to say you should because that's probably going to make you feel even worse. it's okay. everyone fights, everyone makes mistakes and gets angry, don't blame yourself for this. you aren't perfect, blayne. not even close, but i love you so much it doesn't even matter. keep that close, never let it go because i fucking love you and if i'm not back in two days i want you to call my phone so many times and leave so many voice mail's the box is full. i wont delete a single one of them. i love you. 

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all of the letter things for the idiots

☏:Open when you miss me

the first word i'm gonna tell you no. don't miss me. there's no reason to miss me, but since you opened this i have to give you some kind of amenity. i know i'm gone and i know it feels like your alone and the walls are closing in on you, but you've gotta relax. time'll fly by quick and you'll see me soon. if i stormed out of the house, chill out. i'll be back in a couple hours, maybe the next morning. if we fought, same goes. if we broke up, i love you. go in the room, get in bed with bailey and go to fucking sleep. ---- bash x

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*Hands you a note, inside it says [[ur hot]]* blayne lmao

"---- cute."

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"Please, don’t leave me." bash lmao

"i have to. i don't want you to see my like this anymore."

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meme thing for all :~)

bash & blayne

falls asleep on the couch -- bash ofc 

makes friends with the neighbors -- blayne maybe?? bash would only do it to fuck with the or something bc he's an asshole

is the adventurous eater -- bash would eat anything tbh

hogs the covers at night -- i feel like blayne would and they'd have little cover wars until bash is like fuck this and grabs a different one

forgets to do the dishes  -- both of them then here comes little bailey "daddy there's a monster in the sink!"

tries to surprise their partner more often -- neither. blayne would surprise bash more than him if anything.

leaves dirty laundry on the floor -- bash 

stays up til 2 AM reading -- bash only does that with porn lmao and idk if blayne would??

sings in the shower -- blayne and bash tries but he cant

takes the selfies -- bailey!!! stealing her daddy's phone!!! then bash would give in and be like ok ok 

plans date night -- neither

eka & mikhail

falls asleep on the couch -- depends who pisses who off

makes friends with the neighbors -- neither

is the adventurous eater -- eka can eat but she won't ...... nah she's a really picky eater so im not sure

hogs the covers at night -- eka because she likes to cocoon herself

forgets to do the dishes  -- i feel like they'd order out a lot so they wouldn't have very many

tries to surprise their partner more often -- eka tbh

leaves dirty laundry on the floor -- mikhail

stays up til 2 AM reading -- eka doesn't read but she'll be like "okay im going to bed now" but scroll on instragram for 2 more hours

sings in the shower -- eka :)

takes the selfies -- eKA

plans date night -- neither

sage & mikhail

falls asleep on the couch -- sage falls asleep watching tv so her

makes friends with the neighbors -- neither

is the adventurous eater -- sage honestly she'll fucking google restaurants and be like "aye!! this is only two hours away lets go" and end up not liking it and dashing

hogs the covers at night -- she doesn't sleep with any so mikhail can have them all to himself

forgets to do the dishes  -- mikhail. sage keeps her place pretty tidy.

tries to surprise their partner more often -- sage every six seconds "i got a new tattoo/hair color!!!"

leaves dirty laundry on the floor -- mikhail maybe

stays up til 2 AM reading -- sage

sings in the shower -- sage she literally will belt it out and when she comes out she'll be like lmao what no i wasnt singing

takes the selfies -- neither of them

plans date night -- sage sort of... eh

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bash - whats your favorite thing about blayne?

"i don't really have a favorite thing. blayne---- he's the type to give you so many feelings at once, you don't know what's going and i fucking love that. it's weird, but i love the kid. to death. there really nothing more i can say. blayne's a roller coaster of emotions, but he's mine."

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"We finally got it right." baSh

"i guess we did. it isn't perfect, but it's... it's something."

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◊ :-)

bash & blayne

'heyyy i left because i really needed a hit i'm sorry but i bring back donuts. just text me and tell what kind you like because i forgot.'

bash & bailey

'morning darling girl, i went out for breakfast. why don't you go wake daddy up and watch cartoons until i bring back your pancakes :) x'

eka & mikhail

'this note probably makes no sense it's like 3am and i'll be back before you wake up but in case you do, i really needed a high and i couldn't find your pipe so im going home to get mine and come back and wake you up so we can smoke and have a really cool lazy fuck. you're welcome x'