#dear k

[jesssnote]

You left me like a shit and saying so many harsh words to me. And with all of my foolish soul; I'm still in love and believing in you...

[akb48-komi]

Komi perform "Dear K" (Tomochin's solo song Dear J) with Yuami and Manami as her backup dancers

[diaryofamadwomyn]

dearest k.

i miss you. i miss my best friend, my heart, my soulmate. too many things have happened without you and i can’t stand it. i want to talk to you about everything that’s happened in my life, and i am desperate to hear about yours.

my dad sold our childhood home, almost died, and now he has a girlfriend. i haven’t properly processed any of this and you’re the only person i want to talk to about it.

i’m scared for you. i’m scared of what’s happening in your country and how you’re handling it. i’m scared i will never hear from you again, and i’m scared that one day you will reach out to me. but one fear is worse than the other and i would give anything to have you back again.

forever yours,

e.

[diaryofamadwomyn]

dear k.

good morning darling. it’s that time of day where we share a date across hemispheres. your friday is just beginning, mine is ending in heartache as i think of you getting ready to be the kindest, gentlest soul for another day.

i’ve started a new book and the premise is cool but the pacing is weird and it’s a shadow of what it could be. i would love to hear your thoughts and theorise with you; you’re so insightful and so empathetic that you see more than i do.

there are so many movies and books i want to share with you. stories of love and danger and grief and hope.

every time i see more news from your country i can feel my heart breaking for you. i hope you and your family safe. i would give away a kidney just to know that you’re safe and okay.

i love you.

yours always, e.

[ethicallyunwell]

you used to love me in the way you carried my backpack for me, in the way we shared a bottle of water, in the way you leaned in too close and I didn’t pull back, in the way you tied my shoelaces for me and tucked my hair behind my ear when I fell asleep on the desk and in the way, you would knit your eyebrows together and shake your head when someone called me “weird” in front of you.

you always did that. shake your head. you used to quiet entire rooms with it. you used to quiet my entire head with it.

which is hysterical, because I still remember meeting you for the first time, still remember the look in your eyes as you decided within a split second that you didn’t like me at all. I remember every hurtful remark, every humiliation, every time you made me cry with your cruelty.

until that day.

“what’s that?”

and I try to cover what your eyes had landed on but it was too late. so I laughed and looked at you. “what you wanted, isn’t it?”

and you went silent.

and you shook your head.

and we morphed into one.

[lettersneversent]

Dear K

I don’t remember the day I met you. Nor do I remember the day your face became the most beautiful thing in this world to me.

Although I never got to ask you, I still wonder if you would’ve accepted my feelings for you.

To this day I remember the way you made me smile when you made a joke, the way you’d giggle when someone did something completely stupid. I remember everything about you.

In some ways, I hope you remember me. In others, I don’t. Like the way I embarrassed myself the first time we talked in Spanish class.

Although I wish I had the courage to say something, the door that traps me seems to not be budging and I’m tired of trying. I’m scared of what I’ll find on the other side. I’m scared of who I’ll lose at the other side. I’m scared of who I’ll be on the other side.

I’m not sure how you feel about the other side, and I’ll make sure to never ask you so you don’t ever feel uncomfortable.

I have to accept this as goodbye, I never want to write to you again. I want to leave you a thing of the past and move on, with the door you took a peek through remaining closed.

I’ll have to learn how to live like this eventually.

I hope you find someone who loves you very much. Someone who is willing to break down every barrier, every wall, every stereotype. Someone who has the guts to do everything that makes you happy.

That is the type of person you deserve. At the same time, it is not the type of person I am.

Sorry, N

[tastetheoyster]

K,

I hope your days are joyful ⭐️

Love,

M.

[randombydoc]

K,

Tanggap ko na hindi talaga tayo para sa isa't isa. Pero alam mo yung mahirap? Yung patawarin ang sarili ko. Masyado akong naging kampante na tayo na talaga hanggang dulo. Hindi ko nakikita na sa pag-angat ko ay naiiwan kitang mag-isa. Hindi ko napahalagahan kung anong meron tayo. Gustong gusto ko itama lahat ng pagkakamali ko, pero alam kong hindi na yun pwede. Nangyari na ang mga nangyari. Alam ko naman na okay na okay ka na. Kailangan ko na lang ituloy din ang buhay.

- L