Mar 5, 2022
Dear Chris,
If you were real, I'd be some dumb fuck crying over the fact you wouldn't accept my feelings.
Love,
dumb fuck
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Dear Chris,
If you were real, I'd be some dumb fuck crying over the fact you wouldn't accept my feelings.
Love,
dumb fuck
Dear Mashima
Dear Mashima,
What do I have to do to have Lucy have a fight in the last freaking arc in the entire series?
Sincerely,
Me
Dear past me
Thanks again for the ask <3
Dear past me from 2012,
I know that things are not looking very good for you right now, it’s hard, it’s painful, and you feel pretty alone though you have made some online friends and some of your classmates seem to be nicer now. I know you still hurt over what happened just that year. 2012 was a difficult year and the future looks so, so very confusing and difficult.
Well let me tell you some things. I will start with the sad, painful ones.
You still find yourself crying over what happened in 2012, he was, after all, the most loving person possible despite his attempts to annoy you on purpose a lot. You will have a hard time singing for a while, because you will remember him every time you do and tears will come back. It will cause questions, but it’s okay. After all, he was your only grandfather.
You probably still remember his voice clearly, right? I am literally on the verge of tears while writing this because I realise that his way of referring to you is starting to fade from my mind, his voice thinning though I still recall the pitch he used. You think that almost 5 years is enough? I’m sorry, but it will probably never be long enough.
A family friend will die, another person who felt like a gradfather, just a year later, and then another later - your best friend’s dad. It will not be easy, it still hurts so much. I’m so sorry.
You know the pain that you get since the 5th grade? It’s still going to be there, sometimes worse, sometimes less, but it will become a lot more bearable, it hasn’t been even remotely as bad as it used to be and probably is still for you.
You will get stuck with a toxic friend, you already have, but you haven’t yet realised it.
But let me tell you something good too.
You will cut that toxic friend out of your life, you will stand up for yourself and it will teach you more compassion, self-esteem and you WILL have made the right choice.
You will go study abroad to a wonderful country that you won’t even have considered yet. You will have the most amazing experiences mixed in with the sad ones. You will make friends. Oh and the friends you make, you will truly begin to understand what it is to love. Platonic love matters so much and you will experience it in the best ways possible.
Though you will have fallen out with hobbies you used to love, you will begin to pick them up again and truly appreciate them.
You will brave through different hardships and you will begin to understand yourself better, if only a little bit.
You will learn to be yourself, and you will learn WHO you are. It’s a process, but it will be rewarding with every moment that you discover something and say “that really is me.” It will be liberating.
You will become better at dealing with people; can you imagine that you will be known by so many at your university as a helpful person that people can turn to? I know, it’s still bizarre to me as well. They will call you by your name, hug you, instead of calling you offensive names and even physically hurting you as it has happened to you more recently than it has to me now.
You will find that jealousy is not your thing, and you will realise that turning that feeling around will help you see life more positively. You really need that right now, right? There will still be dark days, very, very dark ones, but those will soon be weighed out by so many wonderful days, surrounded by nature, by good people, by new experiences.
It will be hard to make it from where you are then to where I am now, but you will make it. And I hope that we will make it even further, and achieve our dreams, no matter what they will be by then.
So let’s keep on going.
Dear *anyone*
Dear anyone,
You are amazing. Yes, you reading this. I wouldn’t say it if I didn’t think it was true. And you have the ability to do many great things, no matter your past or upbringing or anything.
You are strong. You are brave. You are smart. You are a fantastic person who has traits that no one else has. You are attractive in your own way.
And you…you are you. And that is good.
I hope you remember that.
Love,
Me
Dear past me,
Dear past me,
Don’t listen to what those bullies say. You are strong, smart, beautiful, and fantastic. And you need to remember that and know that for the rest of your life.
Because what you don’t know can hurt you, no matter what people say.
Dear best friend
Dear best friend,
@fairytails-nakama I’m glad I met you 😊
Sincerely,
Me
Dear, *me* (Jk jk XD), mom
Dear mom,
Sorry we fought so much when I was a teenager. I was a butthead. You were just holding your case.
And I’m also sorry that I moved to Idaho on such short notice–that was awkward cause all my family thought we would stay in Minnesota.
Mom, I miss you. I gotta call you soon.
Love,
Me
Dear anyone
Thank you for asking one, anon <3
Dear anyone, dear stranger,
Life gets really difficult at times, doesn’t it? I know I feel that way far too often. But I hope that you are doing well and if you aren’t, that there’s still small things in your life that make you smile, that make you want to go on. Even if you or anyone else finds it silly, wear your favourite socks, look at that stray little cloud, enjoy the images that you can conjure from the sun-lit dust in the air. Though we might not find the grand purpose, a resolution to the life, we can go on and enjoy the things that are there, ain’t that right?
Are you feeling sad today? Angry? It’s alright, it’s natural. I feel angry at myself a lot, did you know that? Sadness is a companion that makes you feel, the one you should stay aware of but eliminating it would just make it harder to love and appreciate.
Are you feeling numb and hurt today? Pain passes, feelings return. It might be hard to see the light side of things, but hey, fake it till you make it might have some truth in it? I hope that you feel better soon. I wholeheartedly do.
Are you happy today? Are you feeling inspired? Is your chest bursting with that bubbly feeling and maybe you want to break out into a song in the middle of the street? I’m so happy about you; please take the most from this feeling.
Are you just going on about your regular routine? I hope that it brings peace to you, for, in this hectic, crazy world, the peace is sacred.
Dear stranger, dear anyone, I hope you know that there’s always someone who loves you, no matter how lost you may feel, or even if you’re not lost.
Dear stranger, dear anyone, I thank you for being in this world at the same time as me. Ain’t that an amazing thing? So many small things have led up to this moment, and though it might have no meaning in the grander scheme of things, it means so much to me, to now, to those around you and those whose lives have, are and will be affected by your existence for years, maybe even centuries.
Wishing you much love and peace, and joy,
- Phantom