#dear luhan

[chrrybmbd]

WAIT IM SO MAD NO ONE TOLD ME LUHAN MADE A FUCKING SONG ADDRESSED TO HIS SASAENG FANS

“你疯了 boy” i can’t i love how he says that and the other lyrics and the fucking growl Holy shit also i’m crying they tagged it lu boss this is so cute i miss luhan im gonna go catch up on his releases and replay roleplay fifty million times

if ur like me and u haven’t heard the masterpiece made by luhan himself please go and watch roleplay rn (mv / perf video)

[yeoshwi]

Are you doing #dearluhan ??

yes, i am. together with gohomeyixing ^^

[yeoshwi]

How can i send message for luhan's birthday?

You can send it to me or gohomeyixing as an ask or a fanmail ^^

[yeoshwi]

The #DearLuhan project i really want to do it since I know Luhan's really needs a lot of love and support since he's doing his new movie, but where do we sent the messages on tumblr or ....?

You can send the messages here on Tumblr, either to me or gohomeyixing. ^^

[porkdo-bi]

Shooting stars and missing you.

So you happen to slip in my head while I was stargazing. Then all of a sudden, a shooting star appeared.

Dear Luhan,

How should I say this? Where to start? The overwhelming feeling is still in my veins, I can't seem to calm down.

So, it was around quarter to six when the electricity broke down. I don't know how wide was the affected area but the town is pretty dark to the places where my eyes could wander.

When I went outside, I noticed how bright the moon was so I walked a few meters away from our front door just to look at it. Surprisingly, there's no clouds present. I can clearly see the stars as well. The sky, it was beyond beautiful, I can't help but fall in love.

Since there's no electricity, there's also no T.V., no computer, no wi-fi which is equal to social network or tumblr. So I decided to just sit at the staircase outside and stare at the night sky.

While I was watching it I brought my phone with me and used it to play some songs. Since I was alone, I don't want to be distracted by sudden noises. It made me feel less scared as well.

Then the chinese version of Peter Pan started playing. That is when my thoughts started to drift to thoughts about you. I was saddened.

I never made a fuss when I heard you left but it was as devastating as much as it was to the others for me. The feeling of loss and emptiness started flowing to the point that I was about to cry. Then a shooting star appeared.

When I saw it, I really don't know how to react or what to say. It was my first time to witness one. And the feeling of being granted of something you longed to have or to see so badly was beyond what words can express. It was euphoric.

Then I remembered that once you see a shooting star you can make a wish. Out of all the things that I want to have, when I held my hands together these were the words that I whispered.

I wish for you to come back.

That was so pathetic and crazy but no regrets. I could have wished for something more beneficial for me but, I don't know. Maybe, that's what my heart desires the most that time,

You see, you have always been far from me, islands and oceans in between. You have always been away but right now, after I heard the news I felt like you are much more farther than before. Like you are more unreachable.

I don't know why I am writing this dramatic 'something' to be honest. I just felt like it.

My emotions are a mixture of happiness and sadness and excitement and emptiness. It's dizzying. But after writing this I feel a little bit better. Just a tiny bit, though. But at least.

Well, I guess this ends here.

Yeah.

Bye.

[shuaihun]

Thank you luhan for being there with us for over 2 years, for having shared precious moments with exo and exo fans, for having done your best on stage, for your kindness and your brightness. We might or might not see you again but wherever you are, whatever you are doing, i will support you and stay by your side. Thank you for everything luhan. I love you and wish you all the best.

[ohyaahkkaebsong]

Dear Luhan,

I WILL MISS SEEING YOUR STUPID LAUGHING FACE THE MOST.

[hyunhyon]

i want to cry because of Luhan's perfection.