#dear x meme

[serafxn-a]

Dear past me,

DEAR PAST ME,

YOU’LL BE GLAD TO KNOW THAT YOU DO EVENTUALLY GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS AND IT’S A MUCH PRETTIER PICTURE OUTSIDE OF IT.

WITH THAT OUT OF THE WAY: WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?

HE WASN’T GOOD FOR YOU, ANYONE COULD’VE SEEN THAT. I KNOW YOU FELT LIKE YOU HAD NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN. YOU FELT LIKE HE WAS THE ONLY THING STOPPING YOU FROM TUMBLING STRAIGHT DOWN INTO THE ABYSS. AND IT FELT LIKE ANYTHING YOU TRIED TO GRASP FELL APART IN YOUR HANDS. LIKE HE WAS THE ONLY SOLID THING, YOUR ROCK, YOUR PILLAR. YOU BUILT A FORTRESS THAT WAS IMPENETRABLE AROUND YOU, AND IT WAS JUST YOU AND HIM, KEPT ALIVE BY INFERNAL ANGER AND RECKLESS PASSION.

BUT THE WALLS WERE MADE OF GLASS, AND THE FOUNDATIONS WERE BUILT ON SAND. HE COULDN’T HANDLE THE WEIGHT OF IT ALL AND HE LEFT YOU TO SINK. NOTHING BUILT ON FEAR AND PAIN AND ANGER IS EVER MEANT TO LAST.

BUT IT’S NOT ALL THAT BAD. NOT EVERYTHING CRUMBLES. SOME THINGS ARE BUILT TO LAST. YOU’LL SEE. LOVE DOESN’T HAVE TO BE PAIN. IT HURTS, ESPECIALLY WHEN PEOPLE LEAVE, OR EVEN WHEN PEOPLE COME BACK - BUT THAT ISN’T ALL IT IS. YOU WON’T HAVE TO FEEL ALONE ANYMORE. YOU’LL HAVE FRIENDS, FAMILY, A FUTURE AHEAD OF YOU. THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THAN WAR. AND HONESTLY? IT’S INCREDIBLE.

SOMETHING YOU WILL LEARN, IS THAT PEOPLE ARE FLOWERS; YOU HAVE TO NOURISH THEM, AND GIVE THEM LIGHT, FOR THEM TO GROW AND BLOSSOM. THAT GOES FOR YOU TOO. YOU WERE KEPT IN THE DARK FOR FAR, FAR TOO LONG.

BUT ONE DAY YOU’LL BE OKAY.

[serafxn-a]

Dear ex boyfriend,

Please don’t come back.I know if you did I’d justcollapse at your feet againas though nothing happened.

I’m not strong enough yet.I’m gathering strength fromthose around me, but you werealways good at breaking down walls.

I’m learning new ways you hurt me.Every day, every time I look back,I see new ways that you twistedyour fingers around my neck.

I don’t need your warmth.I make my own fireand it’s safer than theuncontrollable blazes you set.

I’m stronger now.I’m someone without you andI always was, I always will beand I don’t need you.

Please don’t come back.

[serafxn-a]

*dear anyone

Undyne,

Sometimes, very occasionally, the thought crosses my mind of, “hey… wouldn’t it be great if we got a reset?” Wouldn’t it be fuckin sweet if I could see you again?

Then I remember that I’d lose so much. It’d be a helluva monkey’s paw. I could lose all my memories… I wouldn’t ever wanna put anyone through that with me. I don’t think I could change all that happens even with help.

We’d still end up losing everything. I’d still end up losing you. Some way or another. I think that’s a series of events meant to happen. At least, for me to be who I am now. It sucks, it still aches every now and then… but everything that’s been is a piece of who we are. Good and bad.

I don’t even know if you’d recognise me anymore, heh. I’m a different person now. A better person. But definitely not the person who joined your Guard.

I just hope that you’d still be proud of me.

—Papyrus.

[definitelyalmosthuman]

Dear bestfriend

oh Gosh get ready for me to be all gross and sentimental lmao 

Dear Bestfriend,

We’ve known each other for a long time, and even though we haven’t always seen eye to eye, you’ve always been the person who is there for me. I haven’t always been the best at expressing my feelings (Lord knows I could do well being a little less defensive), but you’ve always given me room to learn and grow. When other people laughed at and shunned me, you comforted me. When other people told me I wouldn’t succeed, you told me I could. (I only wish it hadn’t taken me so long to realize I shouldn’t have ever given my time to those people). Whenever I’m sad, or I need to vent, or I just want to go out and have a good time, I know I can turn to you. Whenever I’m stuck on an idea, or I have no inspiration, you always help me look at my work in a new light. 

I’m not always one to open myself up to people, and I don’t always tell people how much I appreciate them, but I hope that I’ve been able to express how much your presence in my life has affected me in a positive way, and how much that means to me. 

I guess what I’m saying is you’re my Bro, Bro

send me a thing

[deadgirlrising]

Dear best friend,

I hope we get to meet some day, face to face. You are so far away and, while chatting over the internet is great, I very much would like to see you in person. To see the way you smile, and hear your laugh, and how you sound in person, and be able to give you a hug. I want to be able to watch a movie together in the same room, with no technical issues or bad internet connection, just us and too many snacks.

But, until then, the internet will have to do.

E

PS

ily, nr

[pixieyvi-blog]

Future you?

Dear future me,

There’s many questions I want to ask you, but I can’t decide. You see, there’s positive questions, the ones I want to ask in case things are actually better, and the disordered ones, the questions my mind is sickly dying to know. 

I won’t ask then, but just give you a little list of the things I hope you’ve become. I hope you’ve become a healthy person, who’s mind & illness are under control, that can eat without ed behaviors, and guilt, and loathing, that your image is no longer dismorphic and that you can see yourself with the same value, qualities, beauty & talent you find in others.

I hope you’re very loved by someone and that you feel safe around them. That they see you with the same warmth you see them. Someone who makes you forget what hating yourself was like, or at least that they make you forget for a while.

Please tell me you believe in yourself and you no longer compare yourself to everyone else, they’re talent, weight, success, friendships, families, significant others are no longer a sign of defeat for us, right?

Dear future me, please be whole again. Be real. Feel things. Cope. Love.  But mostly, please make it there. Be safe xx

[timestopswithakiss]

Dear Akemi

Wow your gorgeous

How do I

What’s your fam

So tiny I

Why am I writing a letter when I could talk to you and express just how grateful I am that you’re helpful and kind and sweet and just everything I never thought another kitsune could be. I’ve heard so many stories and you’re real. I’m not alone I’m so glad you stepped into my life.

[timestopswithakiss]

Dear lover

Of all the people I thought would come into my life, I didn’t think you’d crash so hard into me. You grew up so fast and then you were too big to look after anymore. The distance couldn’t keep us apart, it never does..I wish I could explain it better every time you leave with that sad puppy eyed look. Guess kisses will do just fine though.

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For an undead partner, you sure are expressive. I think, even if you found whatever it is you’re constantly looking for, I’d stick with you. Promised you I would, and what kind of sodding lover would I be, if I didn’t keep to it?

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You two redefine threesomes to a whole new level. I’m just worried you’ll soon tire of me after a few more rounds. Forgive the distance, but I enjoy watching people reach for me, makes me feel wanted more than words ever could.