#dearidiary

[baeliengurl]

My sister went to see Coldplay and she sent me a video of them singing "Fix You" and I just randomly started crying. I miss my sister a lot she is really my best friend. I always know what I'm getting with her. I love her.. Having to deal with other ppl just makes me appreciate and miss her more. Cuz I'm just not good with people, I want to live in a pineapple under the sea and away from everyone... Except my sister. She can come visit.

[baeliengurl]

Today was one of those days that weren't completely bad but def could've been better. I wish I had wine lol and someone to kiss my forehead.. I have neither. So I'm going to take a nap. I like to sleep away my problems it always makes me feel better.

[baeliengurl]

And so I Thought to myself.. “Let's not be the person I think I should be But instead be the person I was meant to be…”

And from that moment on I was truly happy.

[davidgellineau]

[baeliengurl]

Okay seriously, if your bf or bae or what decides he don't wanna fuck with you anymore, don't be salty. i mean you can be salty for 24 hrs but no more than that. after that you gotta show their dumbass you're happy without them. like you gotta go twice as hard so they know you good without em. even if you're like crying and dying on the inside, you better slap a smile on and flip your hair on that motherfucker. don't let a man take away your joy.

[exulis]

4/10/13 Dear Diary,

I feel worse than ever. Honestly if it wasn't such a nice day out, I probably would have killed myself already. So thank you, God and weather. This stress and shitty people and everything is just too much but staying in bed all day makes me feel like even more shit and going outside and socializing is soo tiring. I hate pretending, I hate being alone. Such a strange juxtaposition but idk, I've stopped caring about anything and everyone. Pathetic but all I want to do right now is get seriously fucked up and pass out and sleep forever and die. I can't even with my entire life, I give up.