#deathfelt

[klarsynt-arc]

                       THE INQUISITOR  //  THE EXECUTIONER  //  THE SAVIOR 

[klarsynt-arc]

[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s

         ʜᴇ’s sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴏᴋᴀʏ. this is what he has been training for and he knows the other recruits are having similar missions. everyone else seems to be performing just fine. he doesn’t know why it always seems like it all affects him more deeply. but after seeing that much death, feeling the horror and pain of so many victims…it makes him want to lock himself in his dorm. it’s essentially what he’s done. he sits in the corner, knees drawn up to his chest as he tries to process, to figure out how to let it go. he just feels so lost. he knows it’s crucial for him to be able to do this. he owes it to tantalus. owes them for everything they have given him and now it’s his turn to give back. just a few files, a few criminals to catch. at least he isn’t being asked to take life. 

neither of them say a word when she comes in. there’s a silent understanding as his tear reddened eyes look up to meet hers. she had her first job before he ever did. she gets it. and just like he was there to pick up the pieces, she seems to be here now to hold his together. silence remains as she kneels in front of him. hand lifts to touch his face and there’s no hesitation when he lets his forehead come to rest against hers. she is strong. so fucking strong and just touching her makes him feel the anchoring energy of her soul. they’ll get through this together. they’ll always have each other, at least. right?  // @deathfelt

[klarsynt-arc]

”Why are you pushing me away?”

      ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ʜɪᴍsᴇʟғ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ. there is too much in his head that isn’t him and the dangerous part is he cannot remember which part is him and which part is the monster he has been following. some days it feels like there is no difference. maybe he is a monster of his own and having this man inside his head is only making it worse. and now she is here and maybe it’d be a nice surprise under any other circumstance. but right now it’s too much and he worries he might hurt her. not that she can’t defend herself but still, he worries the impulse could be inside him. can’t remember if the impulse is his or someone else’s.   “  i don’t want you here,  ”  maybe something of a lie but he needs her to leave and pissing her off is a good way to get to it  “  don’t you have someone to be killing right now.  ”    // @deathfelt

[klarsynt-arc]

“ let me do this for you. please. ”

ᴍɪsᴄ sᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀs ||  @deathfelt

        ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ. taught to work together? yes. but they were meant to work apart and it makes accepting help difficult. goes against his prerogative in many ways. but it’s monroe. if he’s gonna look a little weak in front of anyone he supposes it ought to be her, might as well be. hopefully she won’t gloat later. they’re not children anymore competing for top of the class  (  despite that smug expression she still carries   ). heavy breath escapes the man as he gives in   “   fine.  ”  death follows them both in many ways. they are haunted. but she’s already seen this one and seems rather keen on being the one to take care of it. he knows her. he knows the look in her eyes enough to trust her on this one. she wouldn’t have come all this way if it wasn’t important.  “  if i hear you’re getting a bonus for this one, i’m gonna be at your next drop.  ”  

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nora................... my love..................... don’t do this to me....................

[burntcrown-blog]

                ❛ fear is not something you stop. ❜ she knows quite a deal about that partiular poison. the way it leeches beneath the skin, rattles bones and meddles in thought. but she’s learning to know better, to be better, to not let fear of self be her undoing.  ❛ it is something you harness, that you learn to CONTROL. just because you are afraid doesn’t mean the battle is lost. ❜

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[xmarksthescott]

   ❛you know, we have GOT to stop meeting like this.❜ a joke, a bad one too since they do both go to school here. hands shoved into his pockets, he flashes a grin in her direction.

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