Dec 6, 2023
Today, I struggle with life. But one thing that is difficult is dealing with people who don’t seem to care about how I’m doing. Especially now, when I need the emotionl support the most…
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Today, I struggle with life. But one thing that is difficult is dealing with people who don’t seem to care about how I’m doing. Especially now, when I need the emotionl support the most…
Memories...
I truly struggle with the fact that she is not physically here. Before, I did not understand when people would say that when their loved one transitioned it left a void. I remember thinking ‘wow, that must really hurt’...it does. I wouldn’t wish this feeling on anyone. Because it truly hurts. All I can do is learn to live with it and realize that I can’t and should not fill it with other things or people. And to give myself permission to be alright with it...
I really miss her😢.
So Alone
To be sure losing ones mate seems to be soul crushing yet there is a lesson, don’t wait to take that trip of a lifetime, don’t wait to install that swimming pool you both dreamt about, look for the good in people they in turn will amplify the good in you.