So last night I was able to have such a good and much over due talk with someone who is quickly becoming my best friend. I cried and talked about myself in a way that I normally reserve only for me. I filter feed my thoughts to myself and never really get to talk it out with anyone or have really ever felt comfortable talking to anyone. It felt really good and I wish (and maybe this is a turning point for myself...) that I could be more that way and allow others to help me or not feel so burdensome to others. I’m definitely growing more into myself and become more ‘Fire-y”. It felt really good to receive love and conformation form someone else for once rather than feeling like i had to hide it or make sure I was giving all my love and validation to another.