God, you out there?
Many things happened last year, there have been many burdens pulling me down and everything was getting more and more heavy. Although I never wanted it to happen, those things were pulling me away from my faith. Even when I knew it would have been the best to send a prayer and tell God everything that was keeping me away from Him, I couldn’t. I wasn’t strong enough. And I still ain’t. But deep in my heart, I do know that everything might happen for a reason and that things will get better one day. Things even got better yet. But my home’s still far away of being in harmony and I really can’t believe that this Family can be fixed anymore. Maybe my belief in God and his holy plans got lost because my belief in Fixing my Problems disapperared too. How can I be a good Christian if I can’t even love my own brother? I don’t know how to fix this but I did learn that God knows how to, and I am sure one day, I’ll be having a good relationship with the Lord again and be able to accept everything that happened and to realize that it happened for a reason.