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Inktober day 1: Spring witch I always wantes to try this! Hope I'll keep up with date (: Also that hat is real! It's handmade by my grandma

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I found my old sketchbook. Interesting thing is I don't want to burn it. I want to keep it close so close so I could never forget memories behind them. As you can see I made small collection of @inverted-mind-inc OCs from her askblog. It is 'cause I loved it and still do (just different AU from it). Why ? I don't really know. All I know is it kept me alive. I felt lonely and bad about myself I hated myself so much every breathe felt like I don't deserved it. So I hid myself in another world. Those people somehow stuck on me and I was so happy that I forgot to think how 'useless' I am. But I am not. Noone is. Noone will be if everyone will look at themselves that way. Is psyhic. I opened more to the other people and somehow I created AU called Fragile ( I found this word on bag and I loved how it sound ). I took everything I love, mixed it and made new world for myself. But this one's better because it's mine. I will explain - it is because I control what will happen and when. Who act how. In Fuboo's I couldn't but here I am like a god. I planned 10 series of stories and I am determinated to write them all or at least draw even if it'll be just for 4 people - my friends. I put everything I learn in it so I will educate too so you can be better person too. Dear Fuboo if you are reading this (but I don't think so Tumblr likes to not show anything from me in tags and I'll be too shy to send you message about but still if- ) I want to thank you for creating world that saved me even when you didn't know about it but that's fine I understand. Thank you for being here even and thank you for being nice. I don't think I have anything more to say - just one thing- Have a beautifull day.

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I found cute photo of Slovak youtuber GogomanTV. He was wearing crown from cones. And i couldn 't help, it was too cute :3

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Every fan In FNAF fandom probably have their own desing for guards, so here is mine ! Jeremy Fitzgerald !

Age: 26

Heigh: 6´2

German

Hobbie: Reading books, riding horse, playing on guitar and doodling stuff in sketchbook

Life: Second child from 5, it was really hard for him to has nice thing like other boys in town. He never had expensive clothes or toys. Even when he was child, Jeremy was working on grandparents farm and helping people in town to earn money for his family. Family means a lot for him. Well, his family never think like this. His parents always pushed him down and made him feeling unnecessary. Once his mother said he was accident. But Jeremy took this hard words as they trying to make him a good man. He was working even when he didn´t has energy to work more. He just wanted to done it. Get payed. And help his family.

School life was mess. He went to school, learned, went work, sleep. He didn´t has time to do normal thing like other children. But he always found time to read a book to school or practice on guitar. And riding a horse. He loves horses. 

As 18 years old he won Competition. His grandpa horse Thunder and Jeremy passed Finish first. Surprisingly, after all days in work he was the Smartest student in class. His thinking was different-He knew how to connect things together, he was doing “mind maps” and he remembered almost everything.

He started study Veterinary ( he was paying it from his own money. His parents haven´t seen him as smart son) when his youngest and only brother had an accident. Medications cost a lot so Jeremy packet everything he has and travel to another continent.

During day Jeremy is helping in near Veterinary and during night he is in Pizzeria.

Facts:

Good at fighting

Really friendly. He loves to meet people and talk with them. He calls everyone “Buddy” beacuse it´s sound cute for him

He has really cute german accent

Very good at singing-sometimes he go to the local restaurant and play.

Sometimes he can speak at somebody in german. Then Jeremy makes puzzle face and start talk in english

Loves fantasy stuff

He kinda likes men too

Jeremy has specific kind of smile- It´s call Crooked Smile (always smiles at one loss and it looks crooked ). Some people find it cute

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Moar art from my tiny TF2Au c:

Gah, inking in school is hell. You’ll make one mistake and everything is bad. Also we have so ‘amazing’ tables, that shake everything you touch them. So Yeah. Don’t do line art in school. Then you have to redraw some thing and it's look weird. You can see it on eyes, one is bigger, one is up. . .

My fave’ one is Charles, I think. He just look adorable in that outfit. And I don’t care that he can kill me with Sasha in 5 seconds c:

I got a little deep in this AU and I made some backstory. And I think it’s “bloody amazing” c:

(I like how Childrens today use some phrases. Some of them are interesting. But I hate swearing. And I swear a lot. In my head. I’m still good girl : D Yes, I don’t speak English very well. But I’m trying and that’s important, Ja ? )