#defira85

[tiefighter]

My lovely asshole enthusiast @defira85 has a birthday in three hours and I had to call her to ask what fucking colour his eyes were but here

I hope he’s oily in your pocket forever

[garret-spork]

I bet that clarinet players feel like elite sniper assassins every time they open their little case and start assembling their weapon instrument.

[strestoutart]

Thank you for the commission @defira85 ! Kass was lovely to draw!!

Commission info can be found here!

[elveny]

omg congratulations on the house????? when are you moving?????

Thaaaaaank you!! 🥰 I’m really excited ! We’re moving in April/May - originally we wanted to move earlier but there’s always something 😅

[sleepytimegrrl]

WIP Whursday

I was tagged by the lovely @defira85 but I only just posted a FoF fic last night and haven't really written anything since then because gifmaking has consumed my entire existence lmfao. So here's a gif from the gifset I've just saved into my drafts lol

Looks familiar lol:

tagging: @sandetigerrr @bells-lettres and anyone else that wants to play! :)

[aurriearts]

my half of the art trade with @defira85 with her durge Kassara <3

[hyperbali]

WHO STILL SAYS TRIGGERED UNIRONICALLY IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2025

I had a seizure and flashed back to 2014 suddenly. How do these people find you?????

I'm fucking sayiiiiiiing 😂😭

[banes-favourite]

For trauma ask about the Gort - all of his fuckery related to hurting children is a direct manifestation of his unresolved trauma from his parents selling him and his time in the HoH. The experiment where he tortures children with their parents in the next room, to see if the parents will kill themselves to save the kids? It's like he's trying to prove that see, my parents weren't outliers, this happens to everyone, everyone is selfish and will save themselves even at the expense of a child. When that backfires and all the parents kill themselves, it's about brainwashing the surviving children to see who he can convince that nobody came to save them. And then the infamous exploding teddy bears, I'm sure he wanted to swan in at the 11th hour and pretend to put a stop to it all and be proclaimed as a saviour to the children, almost like he would've had fantasies about someone storming in and saving him. My boy never got over being so completely fucked over by his parents that even as an adult he's running fucking science experiments to convince himself that what happened to him was okay and normal

UGH I KNOW AND IT HURTS ME SO BAD THINKING ABOUT THIS like this man needs at least a decade of therapy to unravel all the trauma he still holds from his childhood!! The way he views parent-child relationships is genuinely so fascinating and obviously twisted beyond recognition because he never got to experience how it SHOULD be, so he's trying his damnest to convince himself and the world that treating your child like garbage is the NORM. That way he's not the outlier, what happened to him was fair and expected and he was not dealt the shittiest hand in history from the moment he was born. It's so tragic!!