Honestly being deidera is SO hard. you are 15. you are forcibly dragged from your teenager rebellion terrorism to join a real terrorist cell, composed almost entirely of annoying people that don't remember you exist unless you are actively yelling at them, which only makes them more annoying. The only exceptions are the three people who DO know you exist and actively dislike you- the accountant that has to budget out the property damage you refuse to stop doing, the shark dude who seems cool all around but doesn't like YOU for some reason (you have beef with his pet uchiha's so he has beef with you), and the gross puppet you are chained to who is wrong about ART, a crime of higher import then any body count. No one wants you here and you are not allowed to leave on pain of death. you are 19 and the closest thing you have to a friend is probably Hidan, because he is SOMEHOW the least insufferable person present. when the puppet dies (yay!) you are paired with, impossibly, someone more annoying then the rest of them combined. you quickly and fairly decide 'fuck this for REAL, I'm OUT', kill yourself in a fated battle with your second least favorite person's annyoing little brother, and aren't even allowed to die forever. you are brought back by that annoying orange asshole, who is now. god. he does not remember your name. you are now a weird zombie that kind of can't die (and, genuniely, the only silver lining here is that the puppet-bitch doesn't have enough free will to bitch at you about this proving him right or something), and are killed by, and you CAN NOT make this shit up, what seems to actually just be. a cheap knockoff of that shit kid that you killed yourself fighting in the first place. and even walmart-brand-uhciha ISN'T FUCKING PAYING ATTENTION to you as he kills you cause his fucking brother is there or someth!!!