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[desafia]

@deificio​ dream thing

             when her eyes blink open,  she is innately aware of the haze only belonging to a dream state.  lucidity is not always common for her except when her mind has wandered it’s way into the visions of another.  she is most intimately familiar with his.  magnolia brows pull together as she sits up,  trying to get some bearings.  she rests on a couch and it takes her several moments to realize this is obi-wan’s memory of naboo.   ❝  ben—?  ❞  voice is soft as her head turns to lay her sights upon him across the room.  ❝  how long was i asleep?  ❞  she questions,  deciding to go along with the dream until she better understands it.  interrupting them or forcing lucidity on his mind can cause unnecessary distress if she has no clear direction.

[anakinhasmoved-again]

                        ❝   i’m   not   tired   ...   you   can   rest.   i’ll   keep   first   watch.   ❞

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[gildedruinsarchive]

❛   she’s  fine,   obi-wan. ❜   the  words  are  a  practiced  mix  of  gentleness  &&  authority  ;  it’s  no  surprise  that  most  of  his  patients’  parents  take  to  thor  so  quickly.  even  as  he  acknowledges  their  fears  for  their  child,   he’s explaining  how  he’s  prepared  for every  contingency,   how  he  won’t  rest  until  he’s  done everything  he  can  for  their  child.  

it’s  a  little  different  on  this  side  of  things  ----  when  he  isn’t  really  leia’s  doctor,   when  he’s  sitting  in  this  waiting  room  same  as  obi-wan,   instead  of  in  the  operating  room,   when  luke  is  asleep  in  his  lap,   tears  for  his  sister  still  staining  his  face.  but  he  still  knows  this  scene  so  well  (  too  well  ),   would  know  the  worry  wearing  at  obi-wan’s  heart even  if  it  didn’t  wear  at  his  own. ❛  i  didn’t  see  anything  on  the  x-ray  that  would  make  me  think  this  is  anything  other  than  routine.  besides  ----  if  it  was  that  bad,   they’d  have  me  in  there.   she’ll  be  out  any  minute.   a  little  confused,   maybe,  and  mad  she’s  gonna  have  to  miss  the  rest  of  her  soccer  season,  but  fine. ❜  //  @deificio​

[astranovus]

@deificio​ //liked for a starter

                     “I don’t understand you.” 

           It had been weeks. Anakin had gone without much of a goodbye to be said. For whatever reason, he had found his way back. He didn’t really know what he was looking for, if anything at all. He didn’t want Obi-Wan’s forgiveness. It didn’t mean anything. Anakin would still spend sleepless nights thinking about every little thing he’d ever done wrong. It was that reason, he thought, that he came back to the place Obi-Wan stayed. Uninvited, and he didn’t care. There was very little Obi-Wan could do to stop him.

                   “You should be angry. You should hate me. You should want to destroy me.” Anakin crossed his arms over his chest. “Jedi aren’t immune to feelings, least of all you, Obi-Wan. I’m not on the verge of dying anymore. You can’t use that as an excuse this time.”

[straength-a]

@deificio​    liked    for    a    thing    from    anakin  !

FRUSTRATION    RIPPLES    OVER    HIM    LIKE    A    WAVE.            he    doesn't    understand    how    the    others    do    it.    how    obi-wan    does    it.    meditation    had    never    come    easily    to    anakin,    especially    as    a    kid.    he'd    always    felt    the    closest    to    the    force    in    his    workshop    —    tinkering    with    something    …            LOST    IN    THOUGHT.            a    huff    of    annoyance,    and    the    jedi    is    pushing    himself    to    his    feet.            ❝            i    give    up    ,            ❞            he    grumbles    ,    tone    bathed    in    annoyance.            ❝            it's    impossible    .            ❞    

[webslings-old]

@deificio​ ⇢ liked for a starter !

FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS WEEK, the youngling had walked out of class with an UNBREAKABLE smile on his face. It was rare for his expression to make such a face — ESPECIALLY when his world had turned upside down. He was SLIGHTLY older than most in his class, yet that didn’t seem to stop OBI-WAN KENOBI from taking him under his wing. His master has done nothing but SUPPORT and GUIDE him through the terrifying halls of the Jedi Temple  — the walls still felt like barriers between him and the outside world. He rushed towards his mentor, smiling as his head FLOWED with all of the new and exciting knowledge — turns out, learning about the GALAXY resonated with him much more. ❛ Master Kenobi! I learned about the stars today! When will we get to explore the stars? I want to see them all! ❜ His tone RACED faster than it ever has before — his childlike excitement was BURSTING at the seams.  

[incogniiita]

{ ✴ }   ︎——   ❛  MASTER KENOBI  !   MY APOLOGIES.  ❜   teeana quickly bows her head, gaze averted to the ground as she takes a step back.  she hadn’t been watching where she was walking.  leading her directly into a collision course with the other.   ❛  i should have been more alert.  ❜   //  @deificio​   liked for a starter !

[nabooangels-a]

Hurt. Padme hurt so much, she’d wake up in agony feeling as though everything in her body was on fire. She’d be fine one moment and then the next she’d be laying in her handmaiden’s arms screaming in pain for the next five minutes, crying as she begged for it to be over. She even once found herself on the floor of Bail’s office once with her concerned friend standing over top of her. She even found her dreams to be unusual and painful to watch. Some even being her watching as Anakin gets pulled from lava on a far away planet. But she didn’t speak of it to hardly anyone outside of those she most trusted. Not even Anakin knew, as he was already stressed over the dreams that were plaguing him at night now. But the night she woke up standing in the middle of her apartment one hand on her baby bump, the other in the air with different niknaks she owned floating all around her feeling and hearing so many different things. She knew she had to do something. Even if her husband would hate her for it.

Now Padme sat waiting with Elle in the sitting room of her apartment, elbows propped up on the table with her face in her hands feeling so unsure with herself and her decision to turn to Obi Wan for guidance. She had already asked Anakin when he told her of his dreams if they should consult Obi Wan, as she trusts and respects him greatly but Anakin had told her no. Believing it would just add more fuel to the fire, so she backed down on that subject and promised not to get him involved, but now she had broken that promise when she sent Obi Wan a message that simply read ‘ emergency. meet me at my apartment don’t tell Anakin ‘. But she was starting to get worried and she only seemed to getting worse as time went on. Even her medical droid Emdee was worried, could she really be dying? That she could deal with, the idea of dying had never scared her it was the other possibility that terrified her, the child could be...

When Padme saw Obi Wan enter her apartment , Elle quickly stood up and helped Padme up a new common occurrence that happened nowadays. Once they were both out, they both rushed over to the jedi. Elle keeping a gentle hand on her back. Seeing her old friend brought a sense of both relief of dread over her. On the one hand, she knew if anyone could possibly help it could be him. But also if he knew Anakin was the father... what would happen to him? She glanced over at Elle, and her neutral expression turned into a very small smile. For a moment Padme was confused until she recalled something Elle had told her when they first sat down. ‘ Just because she would confide in him about her problem doesn’t mean he needs to know about where the problem came from. ‘ Padme smiled back before turning back to Obi Wan.  

“ I hope I didn’t alarm you too much, I just needed to make sure you were coming... I’ve just grown so fearful- “ she paused before shaking her head  “come, please sit down and there's so much to say... “

@deificio​ ♡