#delirium_thoughts

[apostatedelirium]

No but seriously, I cannot write at all lately. Fanfic ideas and drabbles sit idle in my ellipsus tab, half formed thoughts in my notes app. Wtf is going on with my brain?? I think the stress of applying to college has stumped my creativity☹️ I need to hear the birds sing.

[apostatedelirium]

I AM in fact normal about how i missed out on every teenage experience possible due to a pandemic and debilitating depression and anxiety

[apostatedelirium]

there are five blogs i follow like the bible, and i don’t want to come off as creepy but i like Every Post each one makes. i’m just happy to see you on my dash, man. Show me more of your strange curious thoughts.

[apostatedelirium]

☇ Intro post ✭

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hi i’m via ✩

I’m 20, queer and a lover of everything and everyone. My pronouns are he/they.

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I love art, poetry, music and video games. I play the guitar and draw occasionally. Sometimes my writing contains suggestive themes and topics related to mental health. This is an 18+ blog. We get horny on main on occasion, be warned!

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☇ Things you’ll see on my blog ☆

- MAINLY my poetry and writing

(but also fandoms I’m in sometimes!)

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☇ Tag directory ☆

#delirium_thoughts - text post/my minds inner workings

#delirium_writes - my writing

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that’s it! that’s all. i love you. bye ✩

[apostatedelirium]

I wish to be an androgynous sex freak like Brian Molko. That’s the real transition goal if i ever get the balls to be myself.

[apostatedelirium]

Waking up everyday to fact that i am a 5’6” little twerp and not the True 6’1” cool guy i know i should be is very challenging at times.