#deluding

[kozuyeon]

I bet this guy has a crush on me😮‍💨

[just-sehnsucht]

you should stop deluding yourself, people don’t change

[bleeding-but-alive]

i know that i'm deluding myself into thinking that you might actually love me.

HA!

as if.

why would someone like you, fall for someone like me?

i know it sounds cliche, but it sounds cliche for a reason.

cause its true.

WHY WOULD YOU?

in all honesty.

but i seriously can't help but hope.

i mean, you call me early in the morning.

you vidchat me.

you ask me when i'm going to go visit you.

you say that i was in your dream one night.

thats why its so hard for me to pretend there isn't something between the two of us.

i'm still frighteningly in love with you.

and I'm so scared that you'll meet some girl when you start college in two weeks.

so fucking scared.

im scared that you'll stop talking to me.

and i'll be alone. again.

[colossalwreck-blog-blog]

as they are contain'd

bend nor may well many the din they are not god's name bugles and her here to men each shouldering his boat my pen in the long barren passion deluding my live old old age's lambent peaks and laugh'd many and thy banner and out of in the waves realized before me more nor word death wind i know not

[birdcagesfromburgundy]

I'll stop deluding myself now.