spies and their lies (19)
Prompt: Day 6 - Wartime
Pairing: Janushipping (Kurosaki Ruri/Dennis Mackfield)
Not a sequel to the other one. The last "angsty Dennis" prompt fill. And the last one with Ruri. Say bye to my fave bracelet girl with me.
Ruri called out for her ace monster to finish the Academian straggler off, and it did without any hesitation.
"Aaagh!" the other girl shrieked, both stunned and horrified as her life points hit zero. She was thrown back yelling some version of oh no how could this be, defeated by Xyz scum, impossible--the usual drivel.
“Get out of my city and don’t come back,” Ruri told her, then turned her back and moved on as the Solid Vision dissipated.
She didn’t wait to see her opponent press her wrist transporter and flee, but she knew it would happen--it came to pass every time she beat one of these mad leftovers from the war, because she made sure to beat them so badly that shame sent them running back to their broken home.
It was the least bit of revenge she could deal out.
A brief but blinding flash of light appeared and disappeared behind her, and she walked on, her lips not even twitching upward. This wasn't the first 'rebel' she'd had to kick out of Heartland since her return, or even in the last day. It was quickly getting old--yet she persisted. Had to, or these fanatics might be able to band together and terrorize Heartland's people and the real rebels once more, without remorse.
Storm clouds brewed above Ruri's head, having come from out of nowhere to blanket her city. Exhaling quietly, she resolved to head back toward her sector for a bit--even Academia's soldiers didn't like to operate in the rain, so she wouldn't find any lingering outside.
Better to rest now, and take care of more later. Maybe Yuuto will feel up to joining me by then.
The rain was a choking downpour the closer Ruri got to her side of town--but there was nowhere open or closed to stop in, and thanks to the rain she had bad reception on her communicator, so she couldn't check in with Sayaka or anyone else. So press on she did, staring uneasily up every so often and keeping her eyes peeled for friend or foe.
But after months of thinking in very black-and-white terms, of considering and then making the world her battleground, Ruri forgot that not everyone she would meet would fall neatly into wartime categories.
Several things happened in quick succession:
A bolt of lightning hit the rusted fire escape of an abandoned building, dislodging the bottom set of stairs and sending them tumbling toward her head--
Ruri froze, wide-eyed, unsure in the span of milliseconds how to deal with the hand she'd abruptly been dealt--
A voice from the darkness screamed "Look out, Ruri!!"--
A dark shadow leapt at her, closing the distance in what seemed like less than no time, and knocked her to the ground, not letting her up when she struggled weakly--
--and normal time resumed.
Ruri's head throbbed--it had bumped the street a little hard in the save. But her brain throbbed too, trying desperately to figure out who had saved her.
She put it together all too quickly when she saw Trapeze Magician hoisting the broken, searing stairwell above and away from her head.
Much, much too quickly.
"You!"
When she scrambled to her feet, sure enough, Dennis Mackfield was scrambling right with her, checking her for injuries and generally looking worried, wide-eyed and innocent.
Everything he wasn't.
"I can't believe--" she spat, feeling saliva or venom or something pile up in her veins, in her words. "How dare you show your face to me--"
"Ruri, are you all right?! A steel beam almost dropped on your head!"
He moved toward her with his hands out, reaching to check the bump that was probably enhancing Ruri's appearance so much, and she yelled "Do not touch me!"
That backed him off. Thunder boomed nearby, rain flattened them down to their basest selves, and Ruri took the chance to calm down by ripping up some more of her old jacket to wrap crudely around her forehead.
She had suspected sometimes that she was being followed as she purged her city of child soldiers, but never had any evidence to support her paranoia. If anyone was following her though she'd suspected her bumbling brother, not Dennis.
Never him.
Eventually she felt like she could talk without screaming, croaking or choking. "Why are you here? Are you making another surveillance pass for your home team?"
"What?" Dennis blanched, barely discernible in the dark. "Ruri, no, I'm not here for them, I've been looking for you!"
Yeah, sure.
Ruri held up her right arm, readying the duel disk there. "Oh, I'll bet. Which is it this time--are you going to bring me back to Akaba Leo yourself, or are you finally here to duel me head-on?"
He looked at her unsteadily, and inwardly she thrilled at having thrown him off this much. She had earned the advantage this time.
"Ruri, why are you being so hostile? I mean--I'd blame it on the concussion you probably have but I don't think you're in the mood for jokes..."
She took deep breaths, but still jabbed defensively at him with her words, not letting up for a second. "You're really standing here in my homeworld, pretending like you don't know why I want you gone? And you have the nerve to make jokes?"
"What else am I supposed to do?" Dennis hissed, flailing his arms--despite herself Ruri flinched and backed away some more, cooled down. She'd never seen him... mad before.
He was kind of scary.
"There's nothing else I can do. I've tried to do relief runs--but too many refugees saw me hurt them and they don't--won't--believe I want to help them now. I've tried rounding up some of the strays from Fusion who don't know the war's over, but you've been beating me to a ton of those--"
"Because this place isn't the set for your redemption film," Ruri spat. "And the war isn't over here. So long as these scum keep ambushing innocents and trying to retake my home, we'll never have peace!"
Dennis yanked at his hair. "And that's supposed to be all on me?"
"YES!"
Her scream was punctuated by another boom-crackle of thunder, and Dennis' eyes were as blue and wide as she'd ever seen them.
Ruri trembled in the chill of the rain, which masked some of the sting in her eyes and made her throat feel even more hot and raw. But her duel disk arm scarcely wavered, and the words didn't stop pouring out. The hurt didn't either.
"Yes, Dennis. It is all on you, because it's your fault Academia got set up here in the first place. It's on your word that the Obelisk Force knew who and where to hit, and it's thanks to your lies and subterfuge that your Professor even knew where to find me."
She finally lowered her aching arm; her bluff was done. She could hurt nameless, faceless Academia mooks, but she couldn't hurt the person who'd hurt her first.
His voice came slowly, hesitantly through the storm. "I know what I did. Every day I'm reminded--I remind myself--that I was a monster, a deceiver. No matter what steps I take to make things better, the looks don't change. The fear doesn't change. Ruri... kids are scared of me."
Ruri's glance at him showed her that his eyes were overbright too, but her sympathy just wasn't back in her yet. Not for him. "You keep wanting me to feel sorry for you. How can I when all I see when I look at you now is my home burning? My family suffering? My friends fighting for their lives?"
"But you can, because... once when you looked at me, you saw none of that. You saw more than that. Your eyes used to hold something much better than sympathy for me."
...Yes. They did, didn't they?
Dennis looked so... earnest. Earnest and lost at the same time, like he was trying to find a path he knew was already blocked off.
Except he was right. She had been in love with him, when he was in her untainted home not so long before now. She attended all his shows, and they'd grown closer with friendly duels and long chats once she started feeling brave enough to linger to speak with him. Ruri had memorized the color of his eyelashes, the amount of ties he rotated, and how many characters he played onstage, among other things.
The number of kisses they'd had: 3.
The number of dates they'd been on before everything imploded: 5.
And the number of times they'd exchanged those three words: once.
Ruri had been stupid in love with him. But she didn't have the slightest clue if his old confession had been an inconvenient truth or yet another smooth lie. And living with heartache and uncertainty wasn't her thing.
"Once they did," she finally confirmed, moving so she lingered under the threatening metal stair and the equally-threatening, horrid, two-faced monster of his. His gaze followed her there, and grew sadder the longer it lingered on her closed body language. "You're right, Dennis--I cared a lot about you. I loved you, and everything about me used to reflect that."
"...but you keep using past tense," he said forlornly.
Ruri took a deep, steadying breath.
"Because it is past tense, Dennis," she said. "You were so important to me, but only because you made yourself so. It wasn't real for you; I know, because when the time came, it was easy for you to sell me out to someone who looked like my best friend and run like a coward, making things awkward between me and Yuuto forever after. I wasn't enough for you to reconsider hurting innocent people. You didn't even change once I was gone--you went and pretended to join the people who actually wanted to help me. You spied on and lied to my brother, and gloated about tricking me!"
"But that wasn't real," Dennis protested, but weakly. "I mean, yes I lied, but not just about my former allegiance--I lied to everyone about my feelings for you. I knew no one would believe I'd fallen for you--I barely believed it--but it was true. It IS true. You have to believe me."
"No, I don't. And even if I did, I couldn't. Dennis, how can I know which boy is the mask and which is the face? I can't trust you--not your word, when I know you'll lie to me, and not your actions, when I know you'll wear whatever face suits you."
He didn't respond at first, perhaps because his voice sounded as raw as hers. Then he asked, "You can't trust me and you can't believe me. Can you at least...?"
His voice broke before the last inevitable words.
Ruri looked away. It'll be easy, she'd thought much earlier, when she was just angry at him and the heartbreak hadn't pushed through yet. Like ripping off a Band-Aid. Just rip it off.
This was not easy. And tomorrow, after it was over for real, it still wouldn't be.
"I can't love you anymore," she whispered. "Or--I do still love you, but I won't come back to you. And you can't come back to me. There's too much between us, too many lies."
"Ruri..."
"You should go. Go back home and don't come back here. You... keep your people out of here, and I'll keep my people safe."
Dennis breathed, "But I love you."
Tears stung her eyes again, and she shook her head. Cut the cord. "We're too different, and I can't live my life wondering who you really answer to. Goodbye, Dennis..."
The rain hadn't let up one bit during their final conversation, but for the first time that night Ruri didn't curse it. The noise and lightning made it easy to pretend she didn't hear Dennis calling after her as she walked away; the driving droplets of rain made it easy to pretend she wasn't crying; and the thunder made a perfectly gloomy soundtrack for her to lose herself in as she walked home alone.
















