That Heart-Breaking Moment:
I simultaneously both loved and loathed last night's ep 'Yellow Jack' 🤗😭 I just keep hoping that she is pregnant, only to find out that she's not. 😭😭😭
I'm trying to be okay with it, okay with the fact that she's not yet pregnant... But I just can't get there yet. 😭😭😭 And pms is not helping my tears stay at bay either. 😭😭😔
And I should be happy that we're finally getting to see Hubby and wifey discuss having a baby 🤗, but I just can't get past two things... One, is that god awful word 'trying' for a baby, I mean who knows how long that could go on for.. and Two, is basically having to see them repeatedly heartbroken over 'negative tests' 😔 And I still don't quite understand what discussing it or 'talking about it' entails.
As long as there is only 3 negative tests, and we don't have to wait all Season long, I guess that's okay. 🤔🤔🤔 'sighs' I guess... 'sighs again' And I guess as long as these 'talks' slow all the foreshadowing and hinting.. 🤔🤔 I guess I just don't want to see Kensi and Deeks anymore heartbroken than they were in that moment. 😔🤔