Physical Agony
The term 'physical agony' cannot even describe the morning I'm having.
Do me a favour - if you've never tried DXM, do me a favour and never try it. I don't care how 'cool' or 'exciting' or 'interesting' others or myself make it out to be, don't do it to yourself. I've never met anyone, even those who have claimed to not have an addictive personality and even those who vowed a 'one-time-only', who has experienced with DXM once and one time only.
After awakening from a disturbing nap and smoking my morning ciggy, it hit me deep in my stomach. I knew from experience I was about to puke or have really bad diarrhea, my stomach was tightening. Due to my fear of vomiting, I decided to try and take a shit, only to sit on the toilet for twenty some minutes with no prevail. I began pushing and crying and moaning because there was nothing to excrete and my stomach was tightening and hurting more and more with each push. Then, finally, a bunch of water exited from my body and I began shaking and sweating. I had pain, really bad pain, in my stomach and needed to sit in a hot bath. I began filling up the bathtub, returning back to the toilet constantly, and back to the tub constantly. Eventually more than water was exiting, a bunch of diarrhea, and I was sweating more and shaking more. I was surprised my anus wasn't bleeding from all the force and surprised I hadn't passed out from all the water and feces escaping. I then cleaned myself up and emptied the tub and returned to the couch.
After writing about one paragraph, it hit me deep in the stomach. Again, I knew it was coming. I returned to the bathroom and experienced the same sequence of events, after almost blacking out going down the steps. I was crying and shaking and sweating hysterically, close to blacking out any second. I felt like I was shitting my organs out and wanted to die, wanted to indulge in a prodigious amount of pain killers and just die. Finally I finished up and returned back upstairs only to black out for two or so hours.
Nothing can compare to the hell of withdrawal. You don't want to experience this. Please, stay away from DXM, you don't want to be like me.
