#depressedmind

[pixiedustfairy]

Another poem I wrote. But I'm still not sure it can be called that😜

Too much I feel like I'm drowning And I hate that feeling I feel like I can't breathe But I don't want to be so weak I know I can do it But I don't think I will I know I'm not strong enough And that's what I'm scared of Sometimes I wish for death And sometimes for life I don't want to give up But sometimes it seems right I know God gave me enough But I still feel empty inside And I know the reason But I still wish for too much

[pixiedustfairy]

A poem I wrote when I was emotional & sad

UNCERTAINTY Will death be painful Or will it be numb? Will there be an afterlife Or will it be vast emptiness? I don't want to die I wish death is just a lie I want to live forever I wish I was immortal But I feel like I'm losing Everything worth living I feel like I'll lose myself If I don't keep holding on All my hopes are drained All my light is lost I'm just a shell of who I used to be, Who I want to be I can't keep going on anymore Because I'm too weak I can't keep holding on To something I've already lost I wish I was strong enough To completely let it go But I'm too scared of uncertainty Of what death holds for me