I have food poisoning.
Logically, as i work in a food-based industry, i should call in to work. Text my boss. Ive been told over and over again, call in, its not held against you, do not come in if youre sick.
So whats up w my anxiety of calling in. Like why does my brain go from "youre sick = stay home" to "youre letting everyone down, youre a failure and a waste of space, no one will miss you when you kill yourself" like!! Calm down!! Lets drink some damn water!! Whyd you have to jump back to suicide!!!!!!








