#depression is fun

[camojacketfag]

To everyone’s disappointment, I’m still fucking kicking…..

[igoontoemos]

do u ever cum on SSRIs and feel like uve been chosen by god

[tennisdadsaficionado]

I’m actually starting to get really frustrated with how much my depression is fucking up my tennis watching.

It’s hard enough to get up, to find the oomph to do anything, and lately that means I keep missing matches live. Not because I don’t care, not because I’m busy, but because my brain just… won’t engage. Getting out of bed feels like climbing a wall and by the time I surface, the tennis has already happened.

And that makes me angry in a really specific way, because tennis is something I love. It’s usually a bright spot, a thing I look forward to, a thing that gives structure to my days. And depression is just sitting there like “actually no 🧡” and draining the joy and the energy out of it.

I can catch up later, sure. I know that. But it’s not the same. Watching live matters to me, and I hate that my brain is stealing that too.

I’m just… tired of fighting my own head for access to the things I enjoy.

[traveling-trainers]

I'm very tempted to do something that will make the people who care about Kats freak out and/or go on the warpath because I need validation that people like me and my oc.

[perdidosbucky-yyo]

I set a 1 hour timer so I could focus on my writing... I stopped at 30 minutes 🤦🏻‍♀️🙄

[idk-im-ray]

does anyone just randomly start crying out of nowhere? no? just me? 

[leftperfectionmoon]

spotify wrapped rn: when will you learn? when will you learn that your actions have consequences?!??!

[pilwsy]

i am choosing violence today

and by violence i mean drinking excessive amounts of coffee and getting too anxious to stand still so i have to do something other than lay in bed. is this healthy? probably not. will i get shit done? also unlikely. will i crash and burn and feel like shit after? more likely than you think. but i'm doing it anyway because i really need to clean my bathroom.