I WISH I could explain to neurotypical people what it's like to feel like everything you do is useless. What it's like to feel like you're just taking up space, entirely in the way of someone/ something more important than you are. To not want to ask anyone for help even though you know you need help, because you don't want to waste their time. What it's like to feel like you either sleep away all of your free time or WANT to sleep away all of your free time.
I just. I'm tired. (I'm okay, I'm just frustrated and wanted to get it out.)












