#depressionpost

[venussadboii]

Today

Today are days were I wish I did not throw them back up.

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so what if you don’t have feelings, are unable to connect with other people, have no interests in your hobbies, can’t enjoy anything (whether it be books or shows or traveling), and haven’t experienced any emotional growth since you were 14? there are people dying!

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I didn’t want to go to work because on the outside I look fine but inside I am the meme of the one girl lying next to a pool and touching the water

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I am shocked and offended that there is this so-called ‘real world’ which apparently exists outside of my head. why live in that when you can daydream forever.

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以前我说，没有人爱我。没有人尊重我。

我发现是因为，我也不爱我。我也不尊重我。

[sakurashitposts]

TUNE IN FOR NEXT TIME FOR MORE FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS SUCH AS:

social isolation

emotional stagnation

persistent depression

AND THEIR FIRST WORLD COPING MECHANISMS SUCH AS:

hyperfixation

maladaptive daydreaming

social media

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they say feelings are fleeting, just fluctuations, but are they really. because I’ve had the same feeling for at least six years now, a steady constant permanent thing known as The Void.

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remember like a couple months ago I was like ‘I wanna live a fulfilling life’ lololololol quick death poem:

I change my mind I want to die I think about it all the time I fantasize I realize I might as well commit the crime