#derl

[mano-cortada]

No sé por qué hago las cosas que hago. Nunca supe. Soy un maldito misterio para mí mismo.

[irainbowdashposts-blog-blog]

И так. Дерл превратился в человека, а точнее в мальчугана лет 13-14. И он начал жить. Изучать что только мог. Вскоре он станет командиром отряда бойцов с болезнями. Он единственный человек среди них. 

[irainbowdashposts-blog-blog]

[motelbeds]

Uhhhhh #motelbeds #derl #sxsw

[motelbeds]

[nowhereelsetorunto]

I'm tired.

I'm tired of feeling like shit every time I talk to you or think about you. You always have an excuse for everything. I'm tired of feeling like puking because my stomach is in knots. I'm tired of missing you. I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough. I'm tired of being scared to be alone because all I think about is you. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of hearing everybody tell me you're not worth it. I just want you back. I need you back. I hate everything about myself, and you're the only thing that made me okay. I need to be back in your arms. I need you back. I honestly don't think I can do this much longer.

[nowhereelsetorunto]

Laying here watching Derl sleep and I fall in love with him over, and over, and over again.