Tags: Minor Character Death, Torture and referenced/implied torture, Mob!AU, Humans!AU, Trans Raphael, Dissociative episodes
Summary: Dean Winchester is the son of the Head of the Hunters mob. When John Winchester decides for an alliance with the Demons mob and marries him off to Alastair Basanistes in order to fight against the Angels mob, Dean finds himself torn: where does his loyalty lay? Should he follow his heart or obey his Family?
Betas: @emblue-sparks, @stemroses and @sheisraging
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
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Hello lovely people! To keep myself motivated, this year I decided to make monthly recaps of my writing.
I want to write more and create a habit of it. I still take mental health days because I’m still mentally ill, after all, but I think I’m doing a good job.
So, April!
Find out after the “Read More”
This month I wrote 28 days out of 30.
This year, despite my being enrolled in a Master's, I joined various events: the SPN Kink Bingo, the SPN Rareship Bingo, the Gabriel Bingo, the Trans Bingo, the SPN ABO Bingo.
I also participated in GEAW and, this past month, I participated in the Cairo Week Celebration.
In April I published 6 fics, one for the SPN Fandom and the rest for the MacGyver one.
You can find a list of my Cairo Week Celebration fanfics HERE
While you can find info about "Your love is Holy (I am Forgiven)" HERE
In the month of April, I also participated in Camp NaNo and kept writing "Cat's in the Cradle", which is undergoing beta and I am also writing chapter 9 :)
Tags and Warnings: Demon Dean Winchester, mentions of torture, Consensual relationship, Love confession, POV: Alastair, lots of headcanons
Summary: Alastair and Dean are lovers in Hell, but they were meant to be long before that.
The white-eyed demon muses about his past, what the future holds, and decides to say what he never thought he would.
I'd like to thank @wellshitweredonefor for the beta.
Written for @spnrareshipbingo :)
Read on Archive of Our Own
Excerpt:
Alastair sat up against the bed’s headboard and took a sleepy Dean in his arms.
The younger demon hummed; his hand rested on Alastair’s stomach, while his right leg wrapped around the theos’s.
The hint of a smile spread on the torturer’s lips. Or, well, his favorite vessel’s. He used it more for Dean’s benefit than anything else- it was one of the small mercies Alastair conceded him. The demon’s long fingers ran through his lover’s messy and sweaty hair.
In all his time as a daimon and a theos of Torture, and then as a demon of the Christian Hell, Alastair had not found any soul worth of his time. Not Eros nor his mother Aphrodite had ever dared to strike him with Love; and he never felt it on his own.
Tag list: @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell
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Writers: post (approximately) six sentences from something you’re working on. If you aren’t ready to do that, add six sentences to your WIP.
(via @rainbow-motors )
Here's a snippet from my wip "Your Love is Holy (I am Forgiven)", which is Alastair/Dean and has some headcanons of mine sprinkled all over:
The hint of a smile spread on the torturer’s lips. Or, well, his favorite vessel’s. He used it more for Dean’s benefit than anything else- it was one of the small mercies Alastair conceded him. The demon’s long fingers ran through Dean’s messy and sweaty hair.
In all his time as a daimon and a theos of Torture, and then as a demon of the Christian Hell, Alastair had not found any soul worth of his time. Not Eros nor his mother Aphrodite had ever dared to strike him with Love; and Alastair never felt it on his own.
@trekkiehood @crack--attack @envydean @emblue-sparks show me a snippet of your wip?
Number 3 of the WIPs is "Your Love is Holy (I am Forgiven)":
It's an Alastair/Dean fic from the point of view of Alastair. Alastair basically understands he's fallen for Dean, that Dean has touched his very being.
There are a few headcanons sprinkled in it too owo
Hello lovely people! To keep myself motivated, this year I decided to make monthly recaps of my writing.
I want to write more and create a habit of it. I still take mental health days because I'm still mentally ill, after all, but I think I'm doing a good job.
So, March!
Find out after the “Read More”
This month I wrote for out 16 of 31 days. Not much rip.
This year, despite me being enrolled in a Master, I joined various events: the SPN Kink Bingo, the SPN Rareship Bingo, the Gabriel Bingo, the Trans Bingo and hopefully I'll join the ABO one when it opens.
In March I participated in the “George Eads Appreciation Week” organized by @georgeeadsappreciationblog, writing for 4 days out of 7. I still plan to publish the other prompts during the month of April, along with @macgyvercairo's Cairo Day prompts!
Also, remember how I said I wrote my longest one-shot ever in February? Well, it will be published in April as it's undergoing beta-ing, but in March I wrote an even longer one-shot! For a different fandom, but still! What even is this year ahahahah
In January I published only one fic:
He’s the fire in the sin (and I burn breathing him in)
All info can be found HERE.
Fandom: Supernatural
Ship: Alastair/Dean
Let’s see the current stats:
Hits: 93
Comments: 5
Kudos: 15
In February, it went better and I published :
We found love were it wasn’t supposed to be (right in front of us)
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: Supernatural
Ship: Alastair/Cain/Dean
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 226
Comments: 4
Kudos: 24
Straight from the heart (Marry me)
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: Supernatural
Ship: Debriel
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 148
Comments: 7
Kudos: 23
Mac + Misunderstandings + Jack + Love Confessions
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: MacGyver (2016)
Ship: MacDalton
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 452
Comments: 3
Kudos: 46
I was born to love you
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: Supernatural
Ship: Michean (Michael/Dean Winchester)
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 168
Comments: 3
Kudos: 12
The story of Purim
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Mary Winchester, Dean Winchester
Let’s the stats:
Hits: 17
Comments: 1
Kudos: 7
I never had a dream come true (till the day I met you)
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: MacGyver (2016)
Ship: MacDalton
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 227
Comments: 5
Kudos: 33
In March, I published:
Family + Jack Dalton + Birthday
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: MacGyver
Characters: Jack Dalton, Angus MacGyver, Matty Webber, Riley Davis, Wilt Bozer, Sam Cage, Desi Nguyen
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 115
Comments: 3
Kudos: 19
Mac + Jack + Improvisation
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: MacGyver
Ship: MacDalton
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 331
Comments: 5
Kudos: 35
Time to leave
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: Monte Walsh (2003)
Character: Shorty Austin
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 7
Comments: 2
Kudos: 2
What would I be without you? (Nothing but a tool)
All info can be found HERE
Fandom: Supernatural
Ship: Alastair/Cain/Dean
Let’s see the stats:
Hits: 145
Comments: 3
Kudos: 6
Thank you to everyone that took the time to read my fics, leave kudos, and comment. It means a lot to me!!!
Creators: work on or post something from your WIP. This is your weekly reminder to get something down on paper (real or virtual). It’s also a chance to share your progress with your followers and give them a sneak peek of what’s to come!
Idea stolen from @ao3commentoftheday
So let’s talk about my WIPs...
Cat's in the Cradle
Tomorrow Camp NaNo begins: I will use Cat’s in the Cradle as my project, and my goal is 10k words. (I am ArthursKnight on the NaNoWriMo site)
If you’re a veteran follower, you know Cat’s in the Cradle is a Supernatural fanfiction. The endgame relationship is a polyam one, Michael/Lucifer/Gabriel/Dean, and it follows three groups of mobs: the Hunters, the Demons, and the Angels. It’s also a complicated story because I’m putting many things I need to research in it.
Why such a small goal? It’s because I have exams + other writing projects this month.
Anyway, you can read excerpts HERE and HERE.
Your Love is Holy (I am Forgiven)
This is an Alastair/Dean one-shot I am finally working on.
It's from Alastair's POV. That is all I'm telling you.
Ducifer one-shot
Yes I'm still working on this one, don't judge me cjdkdkdldldl
Cairo Day Week-long challenge
I'm participating in this Week-long event for the MacGyver fandom and I hope to publish 7 fics for it.
See you on the Other Side.
Meanwhile, my BIKER AU SOULMATE AU MacDalton fanfic is finished and undergoing beta-ing. The title is "You could break my heart (But you're the One, I know for sure)"
Peeps I'mma tag because I want to know their WIPs: @emblue-sparks @wonder-cole @wellshitweredonefor @panchostokes @rai-knightshade