BLANCHE SELIVANOVA’S JAW TENSES. it transforms the frame of her face into something brutalist. frankie’s closing out the bar and checking inventory in the back. for all intents & purposes, she’s alone at the bar when halstead – jay, he’d said; to call him jay – hobbles in, scent of blood – his blood, specifically – winning grin, and all. the warm glow of fairy lights that pepper the bar cast harsh shadows over the ridge of her brow, in the hollow of her cheeks.
she hasn’t fed in days, and she’s starting to feel it.
it uncharacteristically makes her hands shake. not visibly so, but enough for her to take note. she stills them in her lap, knocks against the plastic of the first aid kit she holds there. wrings her wrists. curiously tilts her head as she examines the wound. nothing serious, a lot of things considered – he’d likely caught his thigh against the edge of a fence.
she tucks loose strands of hair behind her ears, as though tethering herself with the motion, with something that feigns a soft sigh. “ i reckon you won’t need stitches for that. you’re lucky it’s just a scratch -- bit of a deep scratch, but just a scratch, nonetheless. ” it’s too earnest, she thinks, to plainly say, i’m glad you’re safe. so instead, she tears a pack of an antiseptic swab with her teeth, gaze rising to meet his beneath the thick of her lashes. the sharp scent of alcohol is almost dizzying, enough to distract from temptation presented bare before her. no, no. she has plans, later in the night, to meet at the hospital. she can hold out a few hours longer. “ doesn’t mean this won’t sting, though. ” and she rests a hand tentatively against his knee, as though to ask: may i?