Can you believe it’s been seven years? Seven years?! Since I entered the rpc??? (I mean I made my first rp blog in 2012 but didn’t rp fully until 2013 lmao.) And I’ve never ever made a follow forever or official thank you thing ever??? I guess I answer memes but I’ve never officially gone out and made a thing to properly thank people lol.
So here’s a thing! Since I came back to the rpc this year, I’ve honestly felt more appreciated than ever, and even though I’ve recently done a meme for this kind of thing I want to do an official kind of thing to thank you guys for following me all the way to the end of this year! Also, I’ve made it to the end of 2019 and uni hasn’t killed me yet so we might as well celebrate that whilst we’re at it.
I’m going to start off by thanking all of my wonderful followers for actually following me upon my return to the rp world! It really feels like I was gone forever and part of me was worried that I’d come back to nothing or very few of my old partners, but you’ve all honestly welcomed me back with open arms and I’ve even met some new people! You’re all so kind and friendly and have such wonderful characters/canon depictions that if I had the mental energy or time (or, you know, the ability to be social without being awkward around new people), I would be threading with more of you! But I am an exhausted fool so obviously that isn’t happening yet. But I just want to let you know that I love you all and am so thankful for you guys making it to the end of 2019 with me!
And now for the special mentions! (Got kinda long so under the read more!)
To my rp partners (the nerds who put up with my craziness and scattered brain/weirdo ocs):
@mirror-image-rp – You know what I’m gonna start with you because I love you a lot and you are my longest remaining rp partner. Honestly, honestly, this sweet bean is so kind and funny and I just want to thank you for sticking by me and being my close friend all these years. Even when I’ve been awkward, or overexcitable, or just irritating/clingy (because I know very well that I can be). As I’ve mentioned before, I wouldn’t have all these children I do have now if it weren’t for you – both Jodie and Jake came to life through you, and everyone else through them, and it’s all of these muses together that have kept me in the rp world. Thank you, thank you, thank you for being so creative and sticking by me and creating worlds with me and just plain talking with me; I am so proud of you for everything, and honestly, I look forward to all of these children reattaching themselves to yours (lol Rachel’s already started) in the New Year. Love you lots!!!
@a-simple-rper – Nyra!!! My bean!!! My broski!!! There is so much to thank you for!! We’ve been real close friends for almost six years, which is so crazy to think about, and every single one of those years has been full of crazy fun times! Thank you so much for having such a huge impact on my children!! The little family we started forming way back when with Jake and Sam and Rick has grown so much over the years, and now I honestly can’t imagine my muses without yours – to the point where our verse is really my main verse and Kat and Laura now have distinct types that they fall for and won’t go for anything else! Thank you so much for every single conversation you’ve had with me, and I 100% look forward to letting our little family grow bigger and bigger as we add more and more muses to it!!
@astrologicallyperfect – Dearest pure bean Hanna, you deserve so much love, omg. I still remember you from way back and, honestly, thank you for still coming back to these idiots I call muses? Thank you for sticking with me and creating a million AUs and creating a whole world with all these muses we have that I love so much – all these ships and friendships we have just make me fall more and more in love with this world with powers that we’ve created and I honestly thank you for putting up with my crazy and my dumbassery for all this time, sweetpea. I honestly get so excited creating universes and AUs and headcanons with you and I just can’t wait to create even more!!!
@thegallantspirit – If I were to say that Lux was one of my relatively newer friends, even I wouldn’t believe it. I honestly feel like I’ve known you for so long, and I just want to thank you so much for becoming my friend and basically being an all around kind and sweet person! Thank you so much for actually rping with me, even when I’m spotty and a little bit manic at times, and for loving on my less-loved children! Thank you also for pulling me into your rp group and introducing me to so many wonderful people! You are honestly so kind and sweet to me!
@damagedbyfate – Patty!!! I honestly don’t think I thank you or appreciate you enough for all you’ve done for me. One of my newer friends, I was definitely real shy when I approached you for the first time because you had all these muses, but really you and your many muses are wonderful! You’re so kind and friendly and open and thank you so much for still being kind and friendly to me even when my brain isn’t wanting to cooperate with me as much! Honestly some of my muses really look forward to forming closer relationships with yours, and I look forward to threading and rping with you more in the new year!!
@lokitheliesmith – Okay but, Z, you’ve been one of my longest rp partners and I am very much glad that we started threading way back when Allie had her own blog. You are honestly such a kind person and even if I seem awkward, I very much enjoy chatting with you ooc. Heck, even Allie looks back fondly on our first thread together. Thank you so much for (still) rping with me and chatting with me and even offering to keep me accountable for my sleep schedule! You really help me out a lot and have generally been a sweetheart and I just thank you so much for that. Have a wonderful New Year, and my muses and I really look forward to continuing to thread with you!!
@hermosa-pesadilla/ @tattedasshole – Jess, you are, honestly, so kind whenever I do end up chatting with you that it makes me wish that I kicked my ass into gear and chatted with you more. Thank you so much for being kind to me and for threading with my sweet boy, Obed! Not many people actually thread with my sweetheart and I’m glad that he’s found a friend in Abby! I honestly wish all the best for you in the New Year, and thank you for being so wonderful! Obed and I definitely look forward to threading with you more!!!
@natvralforce – Imma be honest with you Rey whenever I think of you I feel like a uni grandma and just want you protected and buried in blankets and love. You are an absolute sweetheart and I love your sweet child and!!! Thank you for shipping with George!!! He usually exhausts everyone but he really loves Ali a lot and I feel like I’m holding him back a lot of the time lol. Thank you so much for following me and threading with me and accepting my hyperactive danger boy who is literally a walking hazard. I really look forward to threading with you more in the New Year!!
@thexcourageous – Honestly, Rosie, I can’t believe I’ve been threading with you and Bailey and Alex for so long! You’re a sweetheart and a joy to chat and thread with, and thank you so much for still putting up with my dumbass muses. I honestly love the fact that we still thread in the PJO world because I rarely venture into that fandom anymore but I love that I can throw my muses into their demigod verse with you and continue to explore that side of them! Thank you for rping with me and sticking with me for so long! Good luck to you in everything, and I look forward to rping with you more in the New Year!
@sxilingthegalaxy – Aaaaaah Briana! I know we thread only a little bit, but thank you so much for even that! I very much like your muse, Elayne, and throwing Alex into a situation where he feels so awkward gives me so much life you don’t understand. (He’s so egotistical half the time!) I honestly very much look forward to threading more with you in the coming year!
To those I don’t thread with on here (at the moment):
Also, thank you so much to these people! We may not thread on tumblr/may not thread at the moment/may not have started threading properly yet, but that doesn’t mean I don’t still appreciate you! (You guys are still here following this blog so I must be doing something right...) Thank you so much for chatting with me and being so friendly and sweet, whether we’re just plotting or having a general conversation, and if we haven’t started threading properly yet or even come up with a plot for our muses, I look forward to eventually threading with you in the New Year!
And to all you beautiful people! (A.k.a. my followers!):
And you know what, I can’t end this post without giving another general thank you to all (39) of my followers! I know there aren’t many of you, but I’m grateful to you all, and just want you all to know that I am very much open to chatting with you, getting to know you and loving on you all! You’re all so wonderful for allowing my little dumbass self exist on your dashboards.
I hope you all have an absolutely wonderful New Year, and I look forward to continuing to chat with you guys and thread with you guys in the new decade! Love you all!
@detholmes said:“If you never were happy to begin with, how come you never told me?! I would have listened, I would have helped —”
He doesn’t remember the last time he was happy. It’s been years of fear and anger. Years of sticky guilt that never listens to rationalization. There are flickers of course. When they bring in good take out or when he can be of actual use to anyone. “Because-because there’s already so much shit to deal with.” Because he knows about compassion fatigue and how difficult her job already is without him in the mix. Because he’s lying to his therapist and scrubs still smells like blood no matter how many times he does laundry. Vincent still feels cold even though it’s been almost twenty minutes since he came in from freezing weather. “I don’t know-fuck, Gwen, I don’t know.”
He flopped next to Gwen on the couch, crossing his legs Indian style, not seeming to notice that he had washable markers and glitter stuck to his hands, “Oh honey, we’ll go dancing wherever you choose.”
“Guten Abend, kinder.” He greeted after materializing in her lounge unannounced. She should’ve been used to it by now.
He had made a comment earlier in the day about introducing her to his toys -- they were like children to him, he adored them, he’d reign hell down on anyone who hurt them. He had his toy sack in tow but had to lean in to give her a kiss first.
The Doctor was chasing an alien through the streets of New York. He had been following the alien in the TARDIS for a while as the alien created portals in time and space to travel everywhere and had been making a bit of a mess in time because of it. The Doctor spent quite a bit of time fixing time and was now trying to track the alien down to take away the technology they had. Of course, there was only one issue. The alien looked nearly human except for the giant set of wings on it’s back, which it used to fly through New York.
“Well, this is going to be difficult,” he thought as he gave chase, bumping into someone and knocking them down.
“Sorry,” the Doctor stated, offering a hand to help the other up. “Wasn't paying attention. Trying to get that alien in the sky.”
“Would you believe me if I said it was an accident?” Probably not given had so clearly instigated the fight. Was worth a shot. So far nobody he knew had felt particularly like letting him out of the holding cell.
CJ was sitting in the library waiting for their project partner to get there. Having decided that the Hogwarts Library was a neutral ground and that Harry and Ron wouldn’t bother them especially since they had been partnered with a Slytherin.
Looking up at the sound of a bag being dropped on the table, CJ gave a mild glare as they reached to keep their ink well from spilling at the knock, “Right well good that you’re here.”
Caden had been sitting in a diner eating dinner, he didn’t really feel like eating on the ship. For some reason it had been boring the past couple of days, no heists to pull off, no other dumbass criminal to thwart and claim whatever they were after for himself, hell he hadn’t even seen the detective that was after him. Though he suspected that she was trying to keep distance in fear of them having another intense encounter which meant clothes were off and messy bed sheets involved, taking a drink of his soda as he looked around he saw movement out the corner of his eye and speak of the devil.
“If I didn’t know any better I’d say you were stalking me” Caden smirked as he placed the glass down.