WHAT DOES YOUR CHARACTER WANT? IS IT MATERIAL OR ABSTRACT? DOES YOUR CHARACTER FEEL THAT THEY DESERVE TO HAVE WHAT THEY WANT? DO THEY FEEL ENTITLED TO IT OR DO THEY FEEL THEY MUST EARN IT FIRST?
he believes he would empty his vault to possess a cure for his arrested aging affliction. a secret weapon to end the decades long conflict between the warring halves of his being. a victory for his wizarding half, and a final rejection of all he’d inherited from his mother. he’d be just like everyone else, and wholly accepted for it. it’d be a chance to grow old with someone in the link of a single lifetime. instead of standing still while time took everything and everyone familiar. sadly, that can’t happen.
he wants, very much, to get his hands on a first edition copy of charms of defence and deterrence by catullus spangle.
WHAT DOES YOUR CHARACTER NEED? IS IT DIFFERENT?
is it different? it feels a bit like comparing an artery to a vein. he needs to feel accepted. he needs to know that he belongs to a place and to a people who take him for what he is and without expectation. it’s something so fundamental, yet it tends to keep its distance. still, he understands that this need isn’t something that he can force on anyone. but, he is ready and willing to receive it with an open mind and discerning hands.
there’s a part of him that believes he found it since he received an offer ten years ago. he isn’t sure, though, because ten years reads differently for him. he is hopeful, though. he likes this bunch.