Feb 2, 2015
Andy helped me change my icon, I'm so happy
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Andy helped me change my icon, I'm so happy
But what if we all cosplayed Idol game...
I HATE THAT THEIR OUTFITS ARE SO FUCKIN' CUTE OK
THIS IS A PROBLEM
well now that I've cried like a damn river over being emotional about wonderful friends i should finish bike anime before bed
started up a new origins game and welp the romance with morrigan sure started quickly I haven't even left Lothering yet.......
I realized I had my New Years Resolution or I guess just a reflection post in my drafts and never finished/published it
So, coming into the new year I know there's a lot of things I learned about myself and a lot to work on. I finally got out of my parents' house, changed colleges, experienced a loving relationship, learned how to help myself heal and move on and even with that I'm still learning, but mostly I'm ready to keep moving forward in my life.
I'm happy I'm picking up old interests like roleplaying and writing, dnd is helping me a lot with that. I used to write all the time when I was younger, swapping stories with Makayla, but then I just fell into an awkward point in my life. Not only with that something Shad told me about how bits of ourselves are played out in characters we make and help deal with feelings/etc. has also helped a bit. My work with skating is getting a lot easier and I'm branching out which is wonderful. I want to do the same with theatre this next semester of school. There's a lot of things I'm looking forward to in 2015. Also I learned being demisexual is hard and frustrating as all hell :/
I've come out as trans to most of my family at this point, had that stomach turning talk with my dad and he's cool with it, and he tries to use Brian. My relationship with my sister has improved as well thank god and at this point even though I'm constantly worrying about my family I'm trying to let it ease into manageable worry and just not letting it take advantage of my life. My mom's side of the family's very supportive and one of these days I'll get around to telling my dad's side...especially since I'll be taking T pretty soon within the next few months.
On that I've kind of been easing into liking more things about myself. Yeah I still think I'm kinda weird looking at times, clothes fall weird on my body at times, I get a little awkward at how long my legs are and that my upper half is so short. Et cetera, but it's gotten better and I feel better. I'm hoping to work out more, eat better, listen to more music, dance more, love more, put more of myself out there.
Blah I'm sure there's more I can write about but mostly I'm just thankful for all of the kind and wonderful new friends and old friends I have. You are are so wonderful to me and I love you to pieces. I want to keep having and experiencing new memories with all of you because I'm so fuckin' lucky to have you all. <3
after months of tumblr sayin' "hey man u should rly follow trey's boyfriend" i have done it, followed the speedwag
laughs b/c p4 is so happy like wow look at all this sunshine and bright colors!
and then you look at p3 and it's like hey here's all this hurt and pain and darkness, have fun kids c:
coffee shop au makes me awant to cosplay fenris even more now
damn..........