#dev's shitpost

[lildevyl]

Creator:  Wow!  I’m going to finally be able to write all those ideas that’s been in my head and be able to upload more!

Gets nothing done.

Creator:  Wow!  I’ll finally be able to binge watch my favorite show, that new show, or some of my favorite YouTubers now!

Gets nothing done.

Creator:  I’ll finally be able to learn that new skill I’ve been meaning to try!  Like learning how to sew, so I can make my own shirts now!  And possibly my Cosplay Costumes!

Gets nothing done.

Okay, Covid 19/Corona-virus!  Can you please be over and done with!!!  So, everyone can go back to work and get their jobs back and I will have an actual excuse of not getting things done?!?!?!?

[lildevyl]

Getting This Off My Chest (Rant/Vent) 😔

I know this isn't going change anything and I just need to get the off my chest! I haven't fully gotten the chance to see Quackity's or TommyInnit's VOD but from all the clips and posts that I've seen.

Well, THANKS Cannon! Now, I have to scrap all the AU planning that I have! Just thanks! Because I know if I start to write anything with c!Dream that isn't in character or even so much as even try that Second Chance!AU that was completely looking forward in doing that was going be so Canon Diverse that Canon wasn't even going to be a thing or it was going to be so diverse from that it was suppose be a completely different time line!

But now?! Now, I know I can't write it! I can't write it even though it was inspired by a comic from an Artist that I'm huge fan of! I can't write now! Because if I do, then people are going to think that I'm c!Dream Apologist when I never been one! I like his character! I like analyzing it trying to see what makes him tick! But I even attempt to write this AU for c!Dream? Yeah, it's going to be coming out of the fucking wood work of something that I'm not or worst!

I feel like I'm back in the god damn JackSepticeye Community Controversy when came to writing AntiSepticeye! That you couldn't fucking write a Soft!Anti story because if you did then you were "Ruining the Character!" Because in Canon AntiSepticeye is this "Monster of an Evil Villain" he's not "Nice!" And writing him like that is just wrong!

And I hated it! Because I felt so guilty and bad for enjoying that guilty pleasure of mine to the point where, it took so long to just write let alone even attempt to post the damn Swap!AU!

Now, feel the exact same way with this! So, thanks Canon! Now, I'm just going to pretend that I'm actually a somewhat decent writer and write the "Safe" stuff with Dream SMP when it comes to c!Dream! Otherwise, I'm going be labeled at a fucking "Dream Apologist" and that's just something I don't have the time, the energy, the mental compacity to even try to explain myself for why I'm writing a fucking Canon Diverse AU of a character that's going be OOC and very non-in character!

I'm ending this here! If read this, don't even bother coming in my DM's or Inbox with the whole, "You're Dream Apologist?" or whatever the fuck! It's going be deleted b/c no, I'm not! There's was an AU I wanted to write about giving c!Dream a Second Chance at life that would have been completely Canon Diverse.

But now? I'm not so sure I'm even allowed to even write let alone even try to post!

Am I going to do other Characters for the Second Chance AU? YES! For Dream? I don't even fucking know now!