If You Didn’t Leave...
Gavin and you have an altercation and Connor feels guilty...
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Warnings: Angst, Sadness, Swearing
Pain...
That’s all you could feel right now. You laid on the ground bleeding on the sidewalk. You were dying. You knew it. And yet the only thing running through your head was..Connor. No matter how much you hated him for leaving you behind while he went to lead Jericho. He said “It would cause too much conflict with the androids that hate humans.”
He never even gave me a chance. So here I was. Shot by Gavin because he lost his temper. This time it went to the extreme. Connor was always there to defend you from him. He’d harass you at work while you filled out reports and you where just sick of it.
You were leaving the office and you were heading home to see Hank. Hank had let you stay in Cole’s room because of what had happened with Connor. He wanted to be there to comfort you.
Gavin had followed you out of the office trying to catch up to you at a half jog. He grabbed your wrist trying to stop you. “Hey sweetheart.” He breathed in your face as he spoke in a vile tone. “Leave me alone Gavin. I just want to go home.” he scoffed in your face and pushed you against the wall. “What your plastic lover isn’t here to save you,huh?” you swallowed your spit before trying to speak. “B...Back off Gavin. I just want to go home.” You pushed his shoulders trying to escape. “What the fuck did you just do?! Think you’re tough shit bitch?!” He wrapped his hand around throat pressing you harder against the wall. “GAVIN JUST LET ME LEAVE!” you kicked him where the sun don’t shine and tried to run but, he tripped you.
BANG
You didn’t remember what had happened before the shot. I had hit my head on the ground when I had tripped. Everything was fuzzy. The only thing I remembered was Gavin pulling the gun on me. “oh fuck..oh fuck” Gavin repeated those words for a solid 2 minutes then took off.
You were now laying there 5 minutes later bleeding out. Gavin had shot you in the lower left section of your torso.
You wanted Connor. You wanted him to be here to comfort you. To tell you you’d be alright. That he’ll help you. You had given up hope of that. Your phone had been destroyed by Gavin accidentally stepping on it when he pushed you against the wall.
You couldn’t yell or scream. It hurt too much to do both. You decided this is your time. You’re just going to die in an alleyway two blocks away from your job.
You closed your eyes and curled up in a ball.
thud....thud....thud...
You heard the steps of someone running down the alley faintly. “Y/N!”
Connor.
You opened your eyes slightly to see Connor kneeling in front of you. “Y/N, what happened?! Stay with me. Don’t go to sleep.” He caressed your cheek. You swore you could see tears falling from his eyes. “I’m gonna get you help love just please stay with me.” he said expressing extreme despair. He then called 9-1-1. “Help is on the way honey just stay awake please.”
You were tired. It became so hard to stay awake.
“This is all my fault. I shouldn’t have left you here. I was selfish. Come on stay with me love please. Don’t leave. You can’t leave. I’m so sorry Y/N don’t leave me.” At this point he had moved your head into his lap. He was sobbing. You didn’t know androids were capable of crying but, I guess if they’re supposed to resemble humans they should be able to cry. “I..I want to sleep Connor.” you whispered. A single tear falling down your cheek falling on Connor’s pants. “I know honey. I know. Just stay awake until the ambulance comes.” He kissed your forehead. Your eyelids felt heavy but, you tried your hardest to keep your eyes open. You heard the ambulance pulling up and you couldn’t do it anymore. “I have to sleep Con.” you fluttered your eyes eventually they stayed closed. “NO Y/N! They’re almost here honey please. Please I need you to stay with me.” He turned your head so you were facing him. “I..I love you. You can’t leave.” Two tears of his hit your cheeks. The paramedics came and retrieved you. Connor got onto the ambulance with you just praying you lived.
praying.
beep...beep...beep
You opened your eyes to a pristine white room. Your eyes were all glazed and blurry. You looked around and spotted Connor. Connor was sitting there running his hands through his hair. He was wearing a white t-shirt and blue skinny jeans. “Con?” you said faintly trying to get his attention. His head shot up looking at you. You pulled a slight smile on your face and giggled a little. He got up and ran over to you hugging you. “Oh, I missed this so much” You said into his shoulder.
He pulled away and put both his hands on your face. “I am so sorry Y/N. I will never ever leave you again. That is a promise.” He kisses your forehead and as he pulls away Hank walks in. “Hey kid you’re awake! Don’t get shot again I can’t handle the stress. Here have this. It was gonna be my lunch but, I guess it’s yours now.” He tosses me a burger and fries in a bag.
Connor then turns to me realizing he never got an answer.
“Y/N, what happened?”
You decided to give him the short answer. “Gavin shot me.” Connor’s jaw clenched. His fists turned into balls and he slammed his fist on the table. “He’s going to have to deal with me.” Connor said furious. You grabbed his hand and rubbed the pad of your thumb on the back of his hand. “Con, we have to go to the police with this. I’m sure they’ll fire him and throw him in jail. We can’t go to extreme measures okay? I can’t lose you because you were angry at some psychotic prick okay?” You gave him a kiss on the cheek and ran your hand through his hair. “Okay Y/N.”
Two days later Gavin was arrested on attempted murder. Connor had finally brought you to Jericho and you two slowly started to rebuild after your past. Everything finally fell into place.
