#devipa is not writing

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daycare, goodnites part 9 status report: i spent most of sunday playing BBMKR.

i don't really dig 'diaper dimension' stuff because i prefer realism and happy endings, and heavy diaper dimension stories are basically fantastical body horror. but BBMKR is just kind of innocuous and cozy.

anyway, i'm telling you this because instead of finishing dcgn 9 I spent today putting a ton of words toward a story about a girl who basically backrooms into a mystery daycare filled with regressed adults and staffed by nice giants i have failed you and I am not sorry

[devipa-abdl]

just got back from Obsession. incredible horror movie. deeply unsettling.

Inde Navarrette put on a legendary performance. i am like...... in shambles at how good she was. that movie would've fallen apart with a lesser actress

[devipa-abdl]

just got back from watching backrooms. it was great. it's kind of like a movie that was made just for me. if nobody else digs it, i'm glad it was made. i have an uncoordinated fistful of thoughts and feelings and I can't stop thinking about it.

one of my most formative reading experiences was House of Leaves. I was in eighth grade. it ruined normally experiencing the written word for me forever.

i also don't think it's filmable. backrooms might be the closest thing i ever get. i think i'm okay with that.

anyway, if you're on the fence, or if you think there's no way a movie that had its genesis on youtube based upon a 4chan post can be viewed without a harsh veil of protective irony, give it a chance.

it's blair witch via david lynch. it is LOVINGLY set designed. it's a singular experience that's worth having.