Meri Jaan
Yandere Deviya Sharma x reader.
Reader is plump and POC
"You made me the way I am, won't you be with me?"
Divider credits: @droideplane
CW: yandere traits, possessive behaviour, merging, I'm bad at content warnings, implied juju, obsession, delusional thinking, character is aware, body horror.
You don't know how it happened.
You were considering buying extra tea and diamonds on the Romance Club app. You remember cancelling the purchase too.
Yet you woke up to 10 teas and 2500 diamonds loaded into your game account, giving you a total of 13 teas and 5000 diamonds.
Your bank account had no deductions.
"Perhaps the game glitched." you thought to yourself as you clicked to play 'The Desert Rose.
*INSUFFICIENT TEA*
The notification popped up.
"How the heck that is possible!?" You asked angrily and checked your teas again.
13 teas and 5000 diamonds.
So you try another game. 'Sins that cry Vengeance.'
It loads but then....
*INSUFFICIENT TEA*
"WHAT!?" You couldn't help but yell out.
Again, you check your teas and it said the same thing.
13 teas and 5000 diamonds.
With a frown, you decide to close and reopen the app. When you do, your continue playing was 'Kali: Flame of Samsara.'
"This better open." You gritted out as you see the loading screen.
Before you could cuss, the game successfully loaded. You do a mini victory dance as the episode loaded.
'Season 2 episode 05: Memories of the future.'
As you played the game, you failed to notice something.
Deviya's eyes lingering on you for many minutes longer than necessary.
To Deviya, it was always you and your will. You were the puppeteer and she was your puppet.
It was the episode after the mountain residence burnt down when she became conscious. She saw you through the screen that always seemed to be there but not noticed before.
How dare you determine who her heart belongs to? How dare you dress her to your liking?
Leaving that aside...
How dare you change her appearance?!
That was her thoughts at first but then, she slowly began understanding everything without giving much away.
You and her were the same mindless puppets.
You were a puppet of your reality and manoeuvred by society and she was a puppet of her reality manoeuvred by you.
And bloody hell weren't you cute when you played 'pick and choose' with her outfits.
"Perhaps 'Lady Sharma' over 'Hostess' outfit."
"Hmmm...no, not 'Durga's benevolence' hairdo, 'Durga's greatness' is better."
"I can't choose...all 3 outfits!"
Deviya did her best to hold back her laughter as you pulled at her wardrobe.
But, her patience ran thin when you'd close the app. The entire world would freeze in motion. She would be the only one that moved.
She hated it all.
Why was she alone, wandering through this whole empty world?
So she gave you enough tea and gems to play a little longer...she was happy for the time you played.
You were her jaan after all. You created her, picked and chose everything about her. You made her love you.
She accepted the decisions you made, lived by your choice...even when the 10 teas finished and you entered season 3, she was happy.
But as you played, she remembered how close you were until you had to stop due to the impending update.
"I have to ask Rita-Shiv how to bring her through." She murmured to herself when you shut off the app.
She headed to the Kalighat. Everything was frozen in motion. Unfortunately, he too was frozen.
Deviya grit her teeth in anger and went through the scriptures herself. Eventually, she found what she wanted and waited.
She grinned. She'll wait patiently for when you open the app again.
Elsewhere, you forgot to sign in after the day you binge-played. 4 days had passed now. Your sign bonuses probably is back to 1 diamond a day now.
But to your surprise, the rate was the same, 7 diamonds per sign in.
You were surprised but then soon went back to playing 'Kali: Flame of Samsara.'
What you hadn't realised was as you played as Saraswati in the current episode, Deviya was busy performing a ritual.
Before her was your portrait and hers, in her hand was a ancient scroll. As she chanted the mantras, you hear the whispers.
"What in the world..." You murmured as a wave of dizziness hit you. The game glitched.
Deviya was smiling on the screen as you fell backwards onto your bed, feeling drowsy, dizzy and uneasy.
"Sleep well Meri Jaan." She whispered.
When you woke, you felt something monstrously off immediately. It felt as if you were sewn into a body suit. You could only watch what was happening around you but couldn't speak.
You recognise your surroundings though.
That opulence and glory only existed in 'Kali: Flame of Samsara', more specifically, the Sharma residence.
You felt your body move to the mirror. That was when you saw it.
Deviya smiling in the mirror. "Meri Jaan...Now we're masters of our fate...more like, I'm the master of you." She chuckled out as she cupped her own face.
You felt it. You wanted to cry. You wanted this nightmare to end.
You and her were in the same body except, she did everything. You were merely present inside of her with no free will of your own.
Deviya on the other hand, laughed and carressed her cheek, you felt it again.
"I'm going to have so much fun with you." She whispered sweetly to you before she got ready and turned to the entrance of her room.
As she walked, you realised now how different your life was going to be.
Everything you ever knew never mattered anymore as long as Deviya had you in her grasp...
Elsewhere:
Your body wakes up, mindless as you were no longer in it. It bathes, eats, goes about its day and comes back to sleep.
For weeks this goes on until, your body's skin starts to darken. A sickly smell permeates from it.
People have begun keeping their distance from you. You creeped them out.
That smile on your face was pure nightmare fuel. Your boss fired you, your parents stopped calling.
You never said much to them either, you just left as well
Your body stops going out of the house.
It stays seated upright on the couch. It's no longer plump and round but now gaunt and bone.
A eerie smile is on its face as it continuously charges your phone to keep the game running.
It plays the game again and again on different slots.
It has one purpose now, keep the game open so Deviya and you never part....
I claim no juju from this 😭.
This was overdue but now I am back. The last in this series is Ratan.
I appreciate everyone's support and thoughts. Do leave comments, it's a huge motivation for me to write more.
Until the next fic, bye bye!
-MLW004✨