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how do i even explain what dexter is as a character to me. hes not like, my son or anything, and its definitely not romantic. hes so stupid hes so so stupid he has the aura of a dumbass buffoon and yet he rotates in my head at a 90 degree angle????? fucker ?????? i cant even say hes my The Character or blorbo or whatever you call it these days hes just. something i can chew on. and puncture holes into. but not literally i think neither of us would enjoy that. i want his png STRETCHED and BOILED and RIPPED INTO SHREDS i want him NAILED TO THE WALL and FORCED TO WATCH wheel of fortune for SEVENTY TWO HOURS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT HIM TWISTED INTO WIRE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAKED INTO A PIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND
Astor: you slay so hard, Dexter :p
Dexter: how the fuck did she know
Harrison doesn't want me :(
holy fuck I want Deb to catch dexter sooo sosososo bad
like she caught him and lumen (stupid fucking name) but didn't see their faces and let them go and while I get why that had to happen for the Plot I just wanted that to play out fully
Colaboration between me and Dexter to talk about (my) exomemories
First of all, for me, exomemories are memories that represent a sort of "past life" that was lived by an alter before becoming a part of a system/splitting.
With exomemories, there's times that exotrauma is also present. Exotrauma is trauma that was experienced in this sort of "past life".
Exotrauma is also most of the time, a reflection of the experiences and/or feelings that were physically experienced in the life of the system. It's a way for the brain to process the stuff it went through.
In my case, exomemories feel foggy, i used to remember more about my life, but then, i started forgetting before coming back from dormancy.
I remember a few things about my father, in my memories, he wasn't a bad guy or anything, but i have a feeling that that wasn't all to it, that there is stuff he did to me that was wrong. This is were Dexter and X take place in the story.
X is the alter that has the most control over the system, but he never fronts, he's only present in the innerworld, he can control who has the memories and he is mostly considered "emotionless", this is part of his role, as he has all the knowledge about our trauma. X made Dexter hold MY memories. So it knows the things i don't remember.
- Reeve (he/him)
Reeve (he/him)
Exactly! And it's also weird because that's the same thing that happened to me, except it's Sam who has my memories. We personally don't know nor understand completely the reasoning behind X, but it is easy to assume it was to lower the impact of the memories, i have the memories of Reeve because for me, they aren't "real" and Sam has MY memories because for him, they also aren't "real". I have gotten many clues as to what our trauma is (because i don't have those memories) thanks to Reeve's exomemories and exotrauma. So it's safe to say that exomemories are a useful way for the brain to better understand what it went through, through someone else's eyes.
- Dexter (it/its)
Dexter (it/its)