Feb 17, 2018
Dear Future Husband #243
Honestly, most days I am quite sure that we will never actually be married. That we will just live together and be fine, but never actually commit. Most days, I believe that I am never good enough to actually have you marry me. I am bitchy, I am rude, I am emotional. I am also kind, considerate, loving, helpful and always loving you. Why am I sometimes not enough? Why do I feel like I will never be happily married?