evni nmy earl y 20s the married man in his 40s at work frlitsing with me asking if ican work in his departmetn made me sick sic sick but id go into th circuit rooms wtj him terrfied hed hurt me id g on inanyway the validioation at the tip of my togue tat im still young enough to want by digsuting pervets who eye me up and donw and i tell me syslef its noting but only bc i want it to be somethig i want to ebe proven rwong i wanted them to hur tmeidnt i i wanted to be used reinforced i wanted my worth to be worth something again evn though i koew i couldnt give wahat they wantd why am i so fucking distgusting so sick so fucking sick why did theymake us lik this why did the make us crave souch vile vil dischgsitn things i ahte myself fuc king whoe i hate myself ive been a fuckigwhore sincei as 4 a fucking whore snc i was 4 ive never know any different!!!!